Entering therapy was the worst. The wait was terrible all eyes were on me. I think it's my hair.
"Ms Fitzgerald."
"It's Connor."
"I'm using the name on the sheet deal with it."
Ugh. My therapist is so rude! I want to change but Cassandra won't let me, I walk to the room, where The guy talks about my "problems." I don't have any! He doesn't understand. "Is it your mother." He says. "Which one." I say sarcastically. "Your real one." He says sternly. "DONT BRING HER UP!" I yell. I ran out the building, to the nearest service station. I ran to the counter, " cigarettes, any please now." I say softly, he grabs me a Pack of dark blue. I buy a lighter, and walk out the shop. I light a cigarette, sticking it in my mouth, I check the time, "fuck." I mumble mum will almost be there to pick me up, I don't have enough money or time to go get hair dye now, I start running down the road back to therapy, I started to run in the middle of the road where there was no cars. I felt so free. When all of a sudden I hear a horn blare and I shot to the ground curling up in a ball. I squeezed my eyes shut. I feel a darkness go over me. It's gone, I open my eyes to make sure I'm alive, and that there are no cars. I got up and moved to the side of the road still in shock of what happened. I saw the building in the distance so I decided to walk the rest of the way. I was still in shock. At least I had about 10 minutes left. I got back 1 minute early so I waited outside. I saw my mum pull up, I walk towards the car. I decided not to tell her about the truck almost hitting me. Because then she would know I wasn't at therapy. All of a sudden the car came to a holt and stopped my thoughts. I felt a fist hit my jaw. "YOU SMOKE ONE MORE TIME AND I WILL KILL YOU." The she devil said, "yes, okay." I say quietly. We're finally home, I walked into the lounge saying hi to Thomas.
"I'm going to Kate's"
"You have friends, hahah."
"Yes now goodbye Cassandra."
That's all I said before leaving the house. Kate was a made up person I tell my mum I'm going to hers when really I'm off getting high and drunk in a park. Cassandra believes it so it has worked so far. I leave a bag with a bong and some weed at the park. I usually bring my own beer but tonight I'm not drinking. When I got to the park I went to the bush where I hide my stuff. I opened the bag, "WHAT THE FUCK." I screamed. My weed wasn't there, I couldn't find the bong. I can't believe this! "What am I going to do?!" I yelled, I called my dealer
"My shits been taken."
"Well where did you put it fucked."
"In the bush at the park."
"Well come to mine I'll give you some."
"I erm don't have money."
"That's okay you can pay me some other way."
I could tell there was a smirk a plastered across his face
"Okay be there in ten."
I hung up walking to his house it wasn't very far. This is a regular thing me giving him a blow job for weed and maybe a bong. I walked up the road, at his door step I took a few minutes to prepare my self for what was next.A/N
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FanfictionWill autumn the troubled girl, find something in Michael Clifford a.k.a Mr.popular. Or will he leave her. Will she finally recover from her miserable life. 13+ this contains self harm drug use and possible smut also this might be triggering