Me and my boyfriend spoke and...

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Ok so I was talking with my boyfriend today and he was just telling me about his game of fortnight when I remember a question that I've been wanting to ask him for a while. {would he still love me if I wanted to be a boy instead of a girl and still like boys?}. So once he's done talking about his game I wait for a little bit and then ask him this and this conversation follows:
Me: Hey babe? Can I ask you something? This question has been bugging me for a while now...
Him: Sure what's wrong? Are you ok?
Me: um..well I wanted to know if....uh.... how would you feel if I wanted to be a boy instead of a girl?
Him:*silence*
Me: but like, still like boys, so technically be gay.....would you leave me?
I seriously thought he was going to say no and that he would stay with me but....
Him: uh yeah........because I mean...I'm not gay so.....
Me:......so you would?...
Him: Yeah 'cause I'm not gay. *he kinda laughed while saying this...he. Fucking. Laughed. I couldn't believe it.*
Me:oh......um ok.......hey um I have to go.
Him:uh ok? Whatever....
Me:bye
Him:ok bye
Then we hung up and I couldn't hold it in anymore. I started crying because I thought he would be more supportive of my decision. I was actually thinking about turning into a boy but now I'm not sure what to do. I don't want to lose him but should I leave him and find someone who will love me no matter what I choose? Like I said I just want to look like a boy because I feel more comfortable acting like one and I want to still like boys. What do you think I should do?
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People of Wattpad, this is Galaxywolf363. I want you guys to know that what I wrote here is what I went through in real life. I promise I'm not doing this for attention, I'm only writing this because I need advice on what I should do. Please.....someone please tell me what I need to do here.

someone please tell me what I need to do here

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