larry stylinson oneshots

i think i kinda love you

before I start, I just wanted to dedicate this chapter to @crazy_cat_lady28 to thank them for being so nice and leaving such thoughtful comments on my work. enjoy!

Louis pov: 

Honestly, I've seen this coming for a while, and it wasn't much of a surprise. I like Eleanor and all, but I'd lost all romantic feelings for her a while ago. Like months ago. Before we even started dating. 

Back in 2011, I didn't know what my feelings were because my parents were homophobic. I was brought up constantly being reminded that liking boys was not okay. That it was a crime to like the same gender. If I'm being honest with myself, I know I started dating Eleanor to try and get rid of my feelings for a certain curly-headed lad. Specifically, Harry. 

Pretty much since the X-Factor days, I'd always been intrigued by the green-eyed boy. I only realised my feelings about half a year later, when our first album was released. By then, all the 'Larry Stylinson' rumours had become blown out of proportion when we would hug on stage or 'accidentally' brush our arms against one another. Management was making us stand apart on stage and there was always one of the other boys in between us. We weren't even allowed to look at each other in interviews or on stage. It pained me because I was always the one that had to deny the rumours. Harry was a shitty liar, but that didn't stop me from loving him just as much. 

But right now I had a bigger problem to deal with. I had ended my 3-year 'relationship' with Eleanor, but I had no idea how to come out to everyone. Let alone tell Harry about my feelings towards him. 

Harry's pov: 

I woke up to the sun shining through the bus window, straight into my face. Haha straight. Not like me. Yeah, I haven't come out to anyone yet because I've been struggling to come to terms with the fact that I like guys. I had an inkling when the Where We Are tour began, but now it was August and we had just reached the middle of the shows, and I knew for sure I did not like vaginas anymore. 

And I was fine with that. The only real problem is that I had fallen in love with someone who did like vaginas, and who was dating someone with a vagina. 

I wanted to tell him how I really felt, but I was afraid we wouldn't be as close as we were before. See, me and Louis would always cuddle on the couch, or sit on each other's lap, and it was just a thing we did. But lately it had been hard to control my dick when he would squirm on my lap while playing Fifa or watching TV. There was no way I would live that down if I got hard while he was on my lap. 

I wish I could be as confident as Liam and Niall, who had been together for nearly two years now, and had come out to us with no problem. I don't know how they did it, but there's no way that I can. 

Louis pov:

To be honest, I just wasn't feeling great. The breakup with Eleanor kinda ruined my mood and I was just feeling off. So I did the only logical thing that any 22 year old would do. I toddled off to the bar to get drunk. 

(Time skip coz I can)

About 2 hours later, I was proper wasted. I barely remember the barman calling an uber for me. Although, I think I remember saying something like "Heyyyyy big dicky," to the barman, who just looked at me and chuckled, "Sorry kid, I don't swing that way,". I wasn't disappointed at all, but somehow I ended up giving the uber driver Harry's address and ranting to him the whole way there about how sexy Harry's four nipples were. I felt kinda bad when I got to Harry's house, because the driver was too embarrassed about listening to me, to even make me pay. So he just sped off, leaving me at Harry's front door. 

I knocked on the door and tapped my foot impatiently while I waited for him to answer it. He eventually opened the door and damn. He was only in boxers, no shirt or pants, and his hair was all over the place, like he had been freshly fucked. I died inside when I heard his voice.