daydreamer |luke hemmings|

|chapter 11|

chapter 11

tori's pov

-a week later-

do you ever feel depressed?

were you only have a few friends that you could trust?

and were you build up these walls, and you wont let anyone in?

your about to tell them but you cant, bring yourself to it?

were your on the verdge of cutting, and suicide enters your mind once in a while?

you try to vent to you friend, but you feel like it will worry them, and they dont deserve that?

every time you do something wrong, you feel like its your fault?

yeah, do you ever feel one or all of those things?

well im feeling that. its all because the past, yes i have made some made mistakes. falling in love with Sam is not one of them. telling people i had a relashionship with him well thats another story.

its been a week scince i had that movie night with Luke, Calum, Michael, Ashton, Alana, and Callie, and i have beeen depressed ever since. when i step foot on school grounds, i get bombarded with insults, rumors, and wispers.

I weave my way through students heading every direction, looking for Callie or Alana. yeah I should be looking for Luke too, but babes b4 bros..... sorry that was cheesy. haha.

well finally I spot Callie by her locker, talking to..... Calum?

"uh, hey Callie!" I speak

"hey Tor, what's up?" she says chirpy

"nothing much, but can I talk to u for a sec?" i ask inspiringly.

she has a confused look etched on her face, but Luckily goes along with it.

"What do you want? wait I didn't mean to be so harsh! haha..oh well what?" she says bubbly

"woah, why so bubbly Callie?" I ask

"oh uh I met someone..." she says blushing.

"that's kinda why I stole you." I said suspiciously "what's goin on between you and Calum?"

"well were just talking" she says trying to hold back her smile

"mhmm just talking alright." I say walking away

"hey hey, we're just friends" she said defensively

"I saw you sucking each others faces off the other day, so don't act all innocent." I say with a smirk printed in my face.

it's true I saw them around the corner, kissing? no no, screw that... they were shoving tongues down one another's throat. some jackass had to interrupt my disgusting thoughts, with his nasty choice of words.

"hey how's Sam?" Jordan one of the schools biggest jocks or in my mind, jerks, says to me.

"I'm not with Sam, you know that now move on dickhead." I spit at him

"oh right your with pretty boy" Jordan says smirking

"yeah now go fuck off" I snap

"you just want to fuck him" he says

I just walk away. no, I don't want to, and I do not want to cause a scene, so I figured I would be the mature one and walk away.

***

it's after school, I walk back to my house. I walk in shut the door, turn the lights off, and snuggle up in bed. that, until my phone rings. I look at the caller ID and smile, knowing my wonderful boyfriend, wants to talk.

"hello?" I say happily

"hey, can you meet me at the lake?" he said, but I could sense, how upset he was in his voice.

"yep I'll be right there" I say and hang up.

I pull a sweatshirt over my head and pull my boots on and head out.

I reach the lake and see Hemmings standing there. I walk up,

"hey" I say

"is it true?" he says as he looks up with sad eyes

"what?" I say nervous, this could be good or bad.

"that you are only using me for action?"

a/n

I DONT REALLY HAVE AN AUTHORS NOTE HAHA WELL BYEEE!!!!

XOXO.

>Tori🍄