Heart broken {tsukikage} {old tsukiyama} {old kagehina}

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Sugas POV:

Once we got into position where we could see them we listened
"So you wanted to ask me what else I deal with aside for abuse from my parents? "My eyes widened when I heard kageyama say that and I looked at Daichi who didn't want to believe what he just heard" well when I was 10 my parents divorced and I was diagnosed with depression and I've had it ever since in other words the year after I met you " wait I didn't know they knew each other for that long no wonder they hate each other "oh wow" "mhm and my parents wait for me after practice then they start beating me " "wait " I hear tsukishima say kinda worried and he grabbed his water bottle and dumped water all over kageyamas arm "you use makeup to cover your injuries?""yeah but please don't tell "he sounds kinda desperate but he doesn't know we're already here listening "ok I won't but hey when you said that thing you meant cutting myself right ?" "Yeah " "do you cut yourself too?" "Yeah" "WHAT WHY WHEN " I was surprised in the tone tsukishima was using he sounded kinda angry granted so was I but I couldn't let them know we're here hiding "yesterday when I used your bathroom I carry it with me every where " kageyama sounds calm but I'm not I look at hinata with a look like "your gonna get a earload if talking later" then look back at them "where " "my shoulders so nobody sees ,what about you " "yeah my legs " "hey kageyama have you ever yaknow tried to jump like my mom did? Be honest " I looked at hinata who looked at the ground scared for his life when he heard that "yeah I did" " KAGEYAMA " I hear a slap?! Tsukishima slapped kageyama "WHY WOULD YOU,when" "like a month ago " everyone stopped and looked at me frozen with fear "what stopped you?" "Well I remembered a certain orange haired ball of energy, after getting abused by my parents I felt like I had no one and like no one loved me so there was no reason to be alive " this time everyone looked at hinata who was crying "what'll stop you now" "I'm not sure maybe nothing " I got so angry I was about to get up and abandon our hiding spot but daichi grabbed my arm before I could "well how bout this every day before bed call me and tell me exactly what they did and what happened so you don't have to keep it to yourself plus we can't have you die on the team and I hate to admit it but I don't want anyone on our team to die although I have hated you like since elementary school and yams now too " yamaguchi looked terrible because he'd never think tsukishima would ever hate him "damn well ok I'll call but only if you call too so you don't do what your mom did also do you have your blade ?" "Uh yeah why" "lemme see it " I watched him give it to kageyama and I thought he was gonna cut himself but instead he threw it into the water"WHAT WAS THAT FOR" "so you quit cutting yourself " " ok where's yours " "here" he threw it he really should've seen that coming "now we're even " tsukishima ....SMILED?!? "He never looked that happy with me " yamaguchi said in a cry whisper, honesty I was shocked when they started laughing but then kageyama said " hey tsukishima I didn't tell you one thing still" "what is it?" "I almost died once by my parents ,they were beating me and left me in the road in a pile of my blood and a car came by and saw me and took me to the hospital my mom told the doctor it was a car accident and the doctor said if I stayed there longer I would've died " "wtf" daichi said and nishinoya looked like he was traumatized  "wow I can't imagine that when was this ?" "Like about 2 months ago I told you guys I fell and got a concussion so I only let you in cause they would've told me bs if I let them see me and I knew you wouldn't care so yeah" oh so that's why only he went into the room "I know I cheated on him but I can't imagine what my life would be like without him "hinata whispers silently crying more
"How rude I may be a jerk but I'm not that cold hearted" they laughed more and I looked at yamaguchi "we should leave "he whispered "I know it hurts you to see him this happy but you cheated on him so you should be happy he's even able to smile again "I said almost too loud then we left knowing it was getting dark so they would too