BARE SOULS

I NEED YOU

Yn: Can somebody update me on Aria, ...... and *pauses* Don't let Jungkook blame himself too much. *looks down*
BPD: *smiles sadly and nods*
*Little did Yn know that Jungkook was right behind that glass listening to each and every bit of it. That only made him blame himself more. The way she said that even though accused her she wants to help them considering their hard work, the way she wanted to take care of him and Aria even though she's away. He felt like the wish he made, on the streets that night holding Yn's hand 'I want your eyes to sparkle when you talk about me, just the way they sparkled when you were talking about Aria. And I'll give my best to get you to love me thaaaaaat much.' Well indeed he got her to love him thaaaat much but at what cost? Trying to control the endless tears he takes out a note and box from his pocket.
Yes, he was planning to propose to her and wrote a huge letter filled with all the memories he had with her and all things he did and all the things that he wants to do. But he could see all of this can end any moment now. He slowly opens the box and looks at it caressing it. He made sure he doesn't make the same mistake this time and so the box had two rings. An engagement ring for Yn and simple tiny ring for Aria.*
Jk: *lets out a sad chuckle* I don't know if these could make it to the intended person now. *looks at Yn, through the glass that's getting her wound treated* *mumbles* Like literally, she had to injure the same hand this goes on.
RM: *who's beside him* did you say something?
Jk: *nods and closes the box*
RM: What's that?
Jk: Nothing hyung!
RM: *shook* W-were you going to propose?
Suga: *shook* R-really!?
Jk: *nods and sniffs*
RM: *pissed* Then why did you do this?
Jk: Don't forget the fact that we still don't know why she's accepting the money. And whatever you think hyung, I say that you'll do the same thing when it comes to BTS. And I did it for BTS, just BTS. H-hyung, I can't even see Yn panicking a little when she wakes up, I can't even handle that and you think I'll be able to do this without thinking?
Suga: *pressing his shoulder* It's all complicated right now. And we know how harsh Yn can get if it's somebody that she doesn't like. And not to forget how stubborn she is. Even though this thing settles down, you need to rebuild the trust, if you want to be with her. But you know what's even important than that? Personal space. She'll need time, to accept that something like this happened, to understand why you had to do it, to think about if she did something that provoked this and then conclude things and it doesn't end there. She has to make sure if she feels the same way further. So, I suggest you to show her what you feel either it's guilt, love or even apologetic, anything BUT be ready to let her go. Because even after all that you may end up in good terms but maybe either of you won't feel the same way.
Jk: *he just kept crying all the while hearing Suga's words, well who are we kidding truth indeed hurts and each and every thing that Suga told made sense.*
BPD: We should leave. It's getting late. I'll ask manager to stay here.
Jk: You guys go ahead. I'll stay here.
RM: Jungkook this is a police station. You saw how it was to get in right? People are watching like hawks right now. We-
Jk: Exactly hyung! This is a police station and I'm not going to leave her alone here. I have already made enough mistakes today.
BPD: The managers going to be here. Don't complicate this Jungkook. And sorry to say this but she doesn't want you here.
Jk: *furrowing his brows* Did she say that?
BPD: Yes.
Jk: *tears start brimming in his eyes* Then I won't let her know that I'm here. But I'm not leaving this place without Yn.
Suga: What about Aria? Don't you think she needs you?
Jk: *stays silent* I trust you guys enough that you'll take care of her. As I said earlier I'm going to step out, along with Yn. If she's going to stay locked up in that room then I'm going to stay in this room here. After all I am the reason.
RM: *sighs* These two are such stubborn heads. She refuses to utter a single word and stays locked up inside and he refuses to leave her.
BPD: Don't tell me later. I have already told you that she doesn't want you here. Maybe she wants you to take care of Aria?
Jk: PDnim, that makes sense. But my instinct says something else. And I'm going to stick to it.
*They all give up and leave him there along with the D2. Dara gets informed about the situation and it takes a minimum of 5 hours still, for her to reach. It's around 10:00 pm. Jungkook just kept looking at Yn through the glass and he keeps mumbling to himself 'Mianhae'. After mumbling for about 876 times? He pulls his phone out to track Dara's flight. That's when he hears a faint noise from the screen in front of him. Shifting his gaze from the monitor to the glass, in front of him he sees that it's Yn that made that sound. It's the sound of her sniffing, while her head hung low. Aria was always described to well up her feelings and it actually is Yn's habit to do that. No matter how strong she looked and how much she took a stand, it always reaches a breaking point where she has to let out bawling out like a kid. But things never got that worse before. He just looks at her with sadness filled in his teary eyes while her tears started poring down her cheeks and her quivering lips. Unconsciously gets up from the chair and walks to the glass succumbing his sobs simultaneously.
Jk: Ynyaaaaah! *in his weak shaky voice* Uljimaaa. Chaebal! *ofcourse he knew that she couldn't hear him*
*Yn gradually breaks down, crying while her lips stretched, eyes that shrunk due to the huge frown that she had on her face, she started breathing heavily between her sobs, which are not sobs anymore, she started bawling out like a kid but it's just that she did it in silence. She thought about everything that happened and how miserable and she felt and that was the breaking point causing all this emotional breakdown.*
Yn: *talks to herself, between sobs* Why aren't the tears stopping? I hate this. *calms herself down reaching out to the bottle of water from the table, takes a sip from her quivering lips* Well atleast I'm glad that BangPDnim took him away from here? *mumbles sadly*
Jk: *talks to himself* Is she talking about me?
Yn: *looks at the water bottle and sighs* Be my companion for today and bear with me. I reached my breaking point after 5years maybe? It happened when I got divorced you know? *shakes the bottle* I know you don't.
Jk: Mianhae!
Yn: *pauses* you know what? I hate myself that I can understand everything and Jungkook isn't to be blamed. I'm hurt *wipes her tears away* The only reason I wanted him to leave was because I knew I'll be this way and break down. And for some reason I know that'll only make him blame himself even more. *looks at the ceiling* Or else who wants to be alone in this place? *looks at the glass* Well Mr. Kang just ignore my words and keep it a secret please! *gets up and walks to the glass, standing right in front of Jungkook, but has no idea about it*
Jk: *slowly places his hand on the glass near her face* I'll never leave you alone. *looks at her face that's completely wore off because of the crying and tiredness*
Yn: *checks herself out in the reflection from the glass* I look horrible. *sighs and pulls out the band from her hair, forgetting about the injury* *walks back to the table* *suddenly winces in pain panicking jungkook* How am I supposed tie it now!? *rolls eyes and sits back on the chair*
Jk: *pouts to himself* I wish I could give you a huge hug and take care of you. But again, I feel like I have no right. *his stomach rumbles* D-did she eat? She didn't even get to eat her lunch.
*Stealthily goes out and gets something for both of them.*
Jk: Can you give this to her?
D2: Ah ye! We gave her something to eat and she refused though.
Jk: She won't refuse now.
D2: *smiles and nods* *goes to Yn* Ynssi! You should eat something. Our officials won't spare us if something happens to you.
Yn: *raising her brows* And why is that?
D2: Well, you are pretty sure you didn't do anything wrong, but the money is huge, who knows who you really are.
Yn: Looks like detectives are getting smarter. *chuckles* *opens the package* *looks at D2* *sighs and speaks while taking the things out of the package* So Jungkook's here?
Jk: *shook*
D2: *tries to hide his surprised emotion* N-no! They left in the evening. POV: How did she know?
Yn: *looks up at him* *nods looking at the food* Thanks for the food.
D2: Ah yeh! It's nothing. *sighs* Just 4 more hours, bear with it. *leaves*
Yn: *nods and takes a bite* *looks at the blank partition glass and looks back to the table* *POV: Who is he kidding?*