BLINDED

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*The washroom door opens revealing Yn. She looks at Jungkook with a blank expression closing the door behind her.*
Jk: *exactly knew the meaning of her gaze, just stays silent with his mouth open*
A: Mommy, are you okay now?
Yn: *smiles a little* Yes *clears her throat* Yes sweety. I am. *walks to the wardrobe ignoring the man that's holding Aria, picks out a frock and some wet wipes and goes back into the washroom again, the way she walked with a slow pace could clearly show how tired and weak she is*
Jk: *sighs* Let's eat together here Ari. Okay?
A: *nods*
*In the meanwhile Jungkook, clears the bed changing the sheets and sets up the food on the portable table, over the bed. Lastly, goes out to bring them some juice. Yn walks out of the washroom and looks at everything and Aria, that's sitting on the bed. Puts the clothes away in the bin while Jungkook entered the room. He puts the juice on the table, looking at Yn, who lifted her hands up unconsciously in an attempt to tie her hair up. But reverts back immediately, jerking from the pain from her palm*
Jk: Y-yn! Let me help you with that. *stands behind her tying her hair up* Is it okay? Or should I loosen it?
Yn: *nods* *walks away without looking at him*
Jk: w-Where are you going? *walks behind her and stops when she stopped* *hesitantly grabs her arm and turns her around* *hugs her immediately bending onto her figure*
Yn:  *cold* I'm hungry * doesn't hug back, just as Jk expected*
Jk: *alert, lets go of the hug* let's eat. Come on. *waits for her to walk to the bed*
Yn: *walks past him silently, climbs onto the bed and sits with her legs crossed and back resting on the headboard*
*Jungkook places the dishes in front of them and a tiny bowl of rice in front of Aria, to satisfy her that she's eating by herself. But he doesn't place anything in front of Yn. He picks up a spoonful and blows on it before offering it to Yn. Yn looks at him hesitantly but still opens her mouth and takes the food knowing that there's no other way anyway. He fed Aria in between, so that Yn didn't have to worry. Aria now started competing with him*
A: *offers Yn some rice, from her tiny spoon, not even reaching half the distance even with her arm fully stretched*
Yn: *chuckles and bend forward* Thank you Ari.
Jk's POV: *pouts to himself* Smile at me too please.
*Hearing that Yn woke up, Dara comes to visit her.*
*Bell rings*
Jk: I'll go get it.
*enters back with Dara*
D: How are you feeling? *sighs* Why couldn't you be a little careful Yn?
Yn: *looks at her and Jungkook that's behind her* I was careful and this how things work okay?
D: *confused* What?
Jk: *just looks down biting his lower lip, knowing what she intended by that* *goes to the bed and takes away everything as they finished eating now*
D: *walks to Yn and sits on the edge of the bed facing her* *calm* Yn.... Don't be too harsh on him alright? He's already regretting everything.
Yn: You came to tell me this? *cold*
D: *sighs* Yn please. *pauses* I'll take care of Aria for a while. She'll be sleeping now anyway. Just spend sometime with him.
Yn: *no response*
D: Okay. I'm leaving now. B? Do you want to come to my place and help me bake cupcakes?
A: YEEESSSSSSS!
D: Alright let's go. *walks put taking a few toys, with Aria following her*
*Jungkook walks in and looks at Yn that's sitting on the bed streching her legs and checking her mobile. Gets on the bed and sits beside her*
Jk: Y-you need to rest Yn. Here's the medicine. *hands her the medicine and leans forward to pick up a glass of water, getting closer to her. Yn slowly puts her phone away, she couldn't deny that she has been craving for his warmth all this while and it only made her crave for more, when he came closer to her.*
Jk's POV: Should I cuddle? I know that she's still mad.
Jk: *puts his arm around her pulling her closer making her rest her head on his chest, while his arm rested near her thigh*
Yn: *Just stays that way and doesn't respond back*
Jk: *letting out a huge sigh, takes her right palm into both of his and starts caressing it. Slowly takes the ring away from his fingers and slides it onto Yn's thumb*
Yn: *slowly takes the ring away, immediately and places it on his palm* *slides down from his embrace and sleeps on her side facing her back to him, leaving Jungkook sitting in the same posture.*
*This small act of Yn's showed him how hurt she was and this very act was enough to break his dam of emotions that he tried to hide and persuade Yn. He couldn't help but start sobbing after she turned her back towards him. Still not wanting his tears to be the reason that she talks to him, he silently makes his way out if the room and slops down on the couch, releasing the rest of his tears*
Jk: *burying his head in her palms* I-I'm sorry. I really am. Please talk to me at least *mumbles* *looks at the ring and cries even harder* *he decides to clean up Aria's toys to distract himself and does random things*
*After an hour, Yn walks to the kitchen, after taking a shower*
Jk: Y-you need something Yn?
Yn: Making some tea for myself.
Jk: I'll do it. *takes the utensil from her*
Yn: *gives it to him calmly and goes to the counter and checks her phone*
Jk: Which flavour do you want Yn?
Yn: *walks to him still looking into her phone, glances over the packs of tea, picks one and hands it to him without making any eye contact*
Jk: *placing it in front of her* Tell me if you need anything. Okay?
Yn: Hmmm. *still cold* Don't you have to leave?
Jk: No, I took a  few days off. *furrowing his brows* do you want me to leave?
Yn: *turns around, sitting on the stool and looks at him* I don't waste my opinion on somebody who does whatever THEY want.
Jk: *sighs dropping his shoulders* Yn, please. *looks down* Can we talk now?
Yn: I'm not the type that stretches things Jungkook. So I'll just tell it out directly. I understand if you were disappointed but from when did we start being inconsiderate towards each other's situations? *serious* I still could bear with that, I could have just apologised once or twice until you could calm down and then I was ready to tell you. The EXCUSE why I couldn't make it. But no- you kept on pushing me away. And did you really have to go that far and snatch that ring away from me? You wouldn't do that if you know how special it is to me and now it's just going to loose it's value, if that's going to be snatched away from me whenever we have a misunderstanding. *breathes after spitting everything out in one go*
Jk: *just listens silently chewing his lips*
Yn: Am I mad? Yes I am. And you just show up when I am totally vexed up and start taking care of me? Why am I so vexed up in the first place? I know you are not the reason, but it could have been better. This is the exact reason I don't believe in putting my trust in people or relying on them. And I hate that I was ready to rely on you. *starts shaking out of the sudden rage of emotions*
Jk: *slowly approaches her and hugs her shaking body while she was still venting out*
Yn: W-what are you doing? *tries to push him away*
Jk: *tightens the hug* It's okay, you can still be mad at me. Calm down, you are shaking.
Yn: *sighs* I hate you. I really do hate you. *shaky voice*
Jk: *feels her tears over his shoulder* I know Yn. *caresses her hair*
Yn: *gets away from his hug and walks away, wiping her tears* I'm still mad at you.
Jk: *pouts to himself and mumbles* I can bear with it, as long as you are with me. *sighs*
*And even the dinner passed by with only a few words uttered from Yn's side. Aria is doing better now and so is Yn. The next day, Jungkook drops Aria off at the day care centre and insists on driving Yn to the company. They reach the company, but this time caring nothing about hiding anything and nobody actually seemed to notice. Yn had her bag with her, Jungkook gets off the car and just takes it from her. Yn is indeed angry on him but she doesn't push him away. And Jungkook knows that she's angry and so he felt that this is the right opportunity to stay with her even more and show her that he's not going to give up. They get into the elevator and Jungkook presses Yn's floor and his'. Yn extends her hand asking for the bag, while Jungkook just walks out of the elevator followed by her, in the corridor*
Yn: What are you doing?
Jk: Things that I'm supposed to do.
Yn: Jungkook, just give me the bag and leave.
Jk; Not until I see you off to the studio.
Yn: *huffs* Fine!
*And as usual looking at Jungkook carrying Yn's bag and walking along with her in the trainee department caught a lot of attention from people*
Jk: *puts bag on the bench in the studio* Now, I'll leave. See you at lunch.
Yn: *serious* Don't wait for me.
Jk: We're eating out. I'll come here by 1:00pm *leaves*
Yn: B-but. *sighs* AAAGGH! Seriously.
*Steve enters after a while*
S: Hey Yn! How are you feeling now?
Yn: I'm good. Getting better.
S: *nods* And Jungkook?
Yn: *a little shook* Jungkook? Did you use your brain or did anybody tell you about us?
S: Come on Yn. The way that man climbed six floors in minutes, with you on his back, anybody could guess it.
Yn: *shocked* W-what? Six floors?
S: Yes! I would have passed out within 2. *panics* Not saying that you are going to be heavy, j-just about my stamina.
Yn: I get it Steve. B-but seriously six floors?
S: Yeah. He came running from the same staircase when he heard about you and picked you up immediately and ran to the clinic.
Yn: O-oh. *lost*
S: Is everything okay?
Yn: *nods* Y-yeah. *smiles* I-I have to start the class. See you around later.
S: Kay then. *waves and leaves*
*The whole class Yn was lost in thoughts. She couldn't believe what she heard.*
Yn's POV: Is he crazy? Why does he do this? If he was here with me then- did he leave immediately to take care of Aria? *sighs* Jeon Jungkook when will you start thinking about yourself first. I can now see how tired he must be, considering that he even took care of Aria, all alone. *checks the time* I still have 10mins, I'll just go to their studio. I was blinded by my anger, now that it subdued I can feel how much I missed him.*
Yn: That's it for today. You can leave for the lunch early. *leaves*
*Now she's in the elevator and door slides opens, she looks up only to see Jungkook standing outside the elevator and their eyes meet. He could see that she isn't angry anymore. They look at each other for a good 10sec, before Jungkook stretches his hand to stop the elevator door from closing.*
Yn: I-I thought, I could visit you. My class got over-
*He slowly walks towards her not thinking about anything around him, holds her face and starts kissing her. Yn just closes her eyes and sneaks her hands around his neck, pulling him in. Jungkook breaks the kiss and presses the button to basement and the lock, so that it wouldn't stop anywhere in between. Sneaking his hands around her waist, he pulls her closer touching his forehead with hers.*
Yn: I missed you bunny. *kisses him back*
Jk: *after one long kiss* I missed you too hun. I'm sorry.
Yn: *hugs him tighter* I'm sorry too. *pecks his cheek*
*They let go of each other and walk to their car, holding hands and intervening their fingers*
Jk: *looks around suddenly*
Yn: What's wrong?
Jk: Nothing. I felt like somebody was here.
Yn: Must be the security. *suddenly wraps her hands around his neck*
Jk: *shook* Y-yn what are you doing?
Yn: Do you mind skipping the practice after lunch?
Jk: *grins and pulls her closer* Not at all baby. *pecks her lips*
Yn: *smiles and blushes a little*
*So after the lunch they head back home. *time skip* It's almost evening now. Yn's head is rested on Jungkook's chest, with his arm around her while played with his other hand that had tattoos. She intervenes her fingers streching hands towards the ceiling and just does random stuff*
Jk: Yn?
Yn: Hmmm?
Jk: You know what was I thinking when you were sleeping yesterday?
Yn: No. what were you thinking? *looks at him resting her chin over his chest*
Jk: That we take being normal for granted. I mean I was so desperate for things to get back to normal all the time yesterday. I couldn't wait for you to wake up.
Yn: *rests her head on his chest again, and hugs his waist* I know right? It's only when we are away that I realised how much we are used to being together and how much of a regular thing it became.
Jk: I'm sorry about everything. And I promise I'll be the person that you can trust on.
Yn: Kook, I do trust you. *pauses* And I'm sorry too, I'll try to be the best for you and to never ever take the regular stuff for granted.
Jk: I take my words back that your best is not enough Yn. I just blurted them out in the heat of the moment. Like I told you earlier your bare existence is enough to make me happy.
Yn: *smiles and looks at him* Stop it now! You'll make me cry again.
Jk: *chuckles*
Yn: *takes his hand again and starts playing with it*
Jk: Seriously? What's with yours and your daughter's obsession with my tattoos?
Yn: *chuckles* *looks at him* Kook, what's the time?
Jk: 5:30 why?
*Both of them are shook and look at each other at the same time with the same shocked face*
Jk & Yn: Oh shit! Aria!
*Both of them get up hurriedly and put on something to go pick up Aria*
Jk: Yaah! At least watch what you are wearing. Your hickeys are on fill display. *throws his hoodie at her* Wear this.
Yn: *giggles* Ooops!
*They both run out of the house collecting various things on the way to the door and start the car to pick up Aria. As Jk starts driving and when they settle down after a few minute*
Yn: *suddenly lets out a chuckle*
Jk: *hears that and also starts laughing*
Yn: Mimi is going to kill us. We are going to be late by an hour.
Jk: Don't blame me, you were the one going wild.
Yn: *embarrassed* JUNGKOOOOOK! *smacks his arm*
Jk: *giggles*
Yn: As if you weren't. You even skipped practice after I asked once. ONLY ONCE!
Jk: I thought it would be mean to deny. *laughs teasing her*
Yn: YAAAAHHH!
Jk: *letting out a chuckle* Yn, I wanted to ask you something, I need your help.
Yn: What is it?
Jk: My mom's bday is coming. As I won't be here I told one of my friends in Busan to surprise her. I have to pay him for the gifts and costs. I can't do it from my personal account for security reasons. Can we do it from yours?
Yn: Sure. As I don't have a citizenship yet, you have to go to the bank to do it, if your amount is greater than **** won.
Jk: Okay I'll send it to you and then I'll go to the bank and make the further transaction.
Yn: I'll text you my account details and here's my card, places it in his wallet.
Jk: Don't you have to be there too?
Yn: No, I listed you as the guardian. So, it's fine. They'll call me for confirmation anyway.
Jk: *nods* I could have done with my manager's but they are already busy and I don't want to stress them more.
Yn: It's okay kook. *smiles* So did you decide on the present for her?

*Meanwhile at BTJC headquarters*
Boss: *looking at the pictures* So this is the girl that spoiled our plan the other day?
T: Y-ye!
B: Why are you showing this to me? I asked about Bangtan members, is she an idol too. Looks like one though.
T: Aaneyo. She's a dance mentor in the company.
B: *going through the rest of the pictures* I should have fired you that day. What would we do- *stops at a picture and takes a closer look* *looks at the trainee and smirks* I see what you did there. *turns the photo to him*
T: *nervous* Y-ye! I sneaked into their parking lot a few days ago.
B: *raising his brows* Impressive. So Jeon Jungkook is having an affair hmm? *looking at the photo of Jk and Yn hugging in the basement*
T: They are in a relationship sir.
B: Oh is it? *good for us* *stops at another picture* Who's this little girl with this lady?
T: Her daughter sir. Sources said that she was married and now divorced.
B: Forget that you know that she's divorced. *chuckles in his dark tone* Oh, it's going to be fun. *smirks*

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