Colourful Love

A Long Poem

Stranger

The echoing sounds of laughter surrounds me

Shrills of excitement fills the smokey aired rooms

The taste of alcohol still on my lips 

As the flickered memories of last night linger on

Wine drenched stains soaked in the lounge floor

Debree remnants plague each partied room

Inebriated bodies sound asleep where they fall

I drag my limp, over danced limbs quietly across them

Coaxing my tired feet in to being receptive to weight

I rub my very weary smoke damaged eyes

Dampening them into an unconscious blur

Trails of cigarette butts cover the toilet floor

As I slowly crawl my way to the vomit stench pit

Relieving my painful balloon expanded bladder

I compulsively add to the grim vomit enhanced impurities

Flushing waters agonizing my grave self infliction's

pounding my mushed brain against the walls of my skull

upon the the look of my unsightly reflection I begin to ponder

Restless anxiety fills my deeply abused body and soul

As uninvited memories force through the walls

Swelling pools of water treacle down a stream of tears

Heart wrenching moments now at their full peak

Realizing my unconsented invasion sickens me repulsively

I collapse hardly into a ball on the cold bathroom floor

A curved shivering silhouette grieving aloud

Noticing the blood stains on my ripped clothes and skin

I violently tear off the bleak terrorized fabric

helplessly naked, shattered, violated for all eternity

Drug induced with anxiousness and great fear

After thoughts causing repeated depression within

I scream out loud my curvaceous body trembling

The trembling pauses as weariness slowly drapes over me

The thick fleecy feeling sent a tingling rush all over me

I hesitated my thoughts as I ogled upon eyes of a towering figure

I jump unexpectedly as i'm embraced so attentively

Recognition never triggered but security instantly prevailed

My cries of despair and repulse had been heard

Cradled in the arms of a friendly stranger, who cares

Not needing to whimper a word of the foul assault

As the spied entangled, torn mess on the tiles spoke clearly

Gasping with tremendous shock and uneasy fearfulness

Instinctually knowing the treachery that had bestowed me

That dim night all seems like a distant dream now

Time has passed by me so quickly as I now lay safe in comfort

Feelings of indifferentness are etched in my thoughts

Self pitying thoughts of false hope begin to seep in

But the strength of God now dwells inside my heart

All because of a strangers kindness on that saddened night

Whom introduced me to my saviour and heavenly king

Baptized in His Holy Spirit of fire burns myu cleansed soul

I am adorned in His great and powerful glory

Washed clean of all the misery and dark sin

No man alive will ever hurt or abuse me again

Satan may confuse my life with hie devilish plans

But Jesus fills my life with Holiness and grace

God's love will reside forever in me to help with my grief

I was alone in darkness ready to give up and die

Until Jesus died for my sin and renewed my life

Reach out to Him as I did in troubled times of trial

Live with Him always Holy and without fear