Thru These Tears (The Lany Playlist Series #1) {On-going}

Chapter 9

I finally arrived home, Im just gonna arrange all the things I bought tapos mag aayos na ako para makaalis ako at para maaga akong makarating sa pupuntahan namin as always naman e.

Im in the middle of putting some light make up on face to make myself look presentable as possible kahit na I really dont know how to do it professionally, then suddenly I received a text from Ella.

From: Ella

Hey about nga pala sa irereto ko wala na umayaw, mission abort mars. If you want hanapan nalang kita ng iba

So shes not really over with that? Im good naman e. Sabi nga nila hintayin mo nalang ang para sayo wag mo hanapin. Time will come to all of us, maybe not now but soon we just have to be patient enough.

To: Ella

Its totally fine sira! Im still not ready pa den naman e at tsaka baka di rin naman mag wowork kaya ok lang.

She replied eventually.

From: Ella

Hmm ok if you say so. See u later mater

Natawa nalang ako sa reply niya. She was referring dun sa isang character sa Cars na cutetan siya dun e.

Im all set na Im just wearing a high-waisted black leather skirt na above the knee topped with crimson colored crop-top na tank top and a black leather jacket. I let my shoulder length hair down and I curled the edges a liitle bit para naman magkabuhay diba.

Nasa daan na ako buti di pa masyadong traffic. I bring my car with me siguro naman ako papakalasing e.

I was playing music naka connect sa car tapos biglang nag beep. May text message akong natanggap, it was from a unknown sender. I immediately open it.

From: Unknown

Hey this is Vinne, pupunta ako so see you later

I'm in shock kala ko naman kung sino. And how did he get my number? Or maybe kay Harvey niya nakuha. He should have told nalang sa GC sana grabe.

I saved his number nalang sa contacts ko. Ive been traumatize na e. Dati kasi nakakatanggap ako ng mga random text messages or even calls, sometimes blackmails at minsan naman mga vulgar jokes making explicit and offensive reference to sex or bodily functions the trauma is real.

I even got an anxiety attack that time, wala naman akong ginawa na masama kahit na kanino e wala naman akong naka away or anything. Basta one day marami ng galet saken at nang babastos. Di ko nalang sinabi sa mga magulang ko even sa mga kaibigan ko ayaw maging burden sakanila alam kong may mas mga malalaking problema sila kaysa saken.

I have secrets na wala talagang nakakaalam and I choose to keep it like that until I die I guess? I want everything to be in peace kahit na yung sacrifice pa nun is yung peace of mind ko.

Nakarating na din ako medyo maaga nga ako at until pa lang ang mga tao, 7:00 pm pa lang. Usually kasi mga 8:30 puno na dito lalo na at weekend ngayon.

Sa loob ko nalang sila hihintayin o baka nga nanjan na yung iba e not sure kasi di pa ko nag siseen sa GC namin.

As always ang early bird most of the time samin. Si Ella di talaga yan papahuli lalo na at may boys.

"Hey B!!!!! I missed you hehe nasan na mga blockmates mo? Tagal ha"

"Chill maaga ka lang nakarating e gusto nanjan na agad-agad."

"Alam mo pag ako talaga nagkajowa papainom ako legit ito the"

Napaisip-isip nalang ako di naman siya desperate e gusto niya lang malaman yung feeling na may boyfriend, NBSB siya e kaya yan sobrang curious na sa buhay.