My Husband

Chapter 8

Tul had become more even more serious. He was in his final year of university and one step closer to his dream of being an architect. His time was split between studying and the work schedule, leaving Max once again to dream about him.

Max understood, his schooling was intensifying as well, but in different ways. In communications, it meant shooting movies, editing or acting in plays. There was less written work but it didn't mean the load was less heavy since it relied more on memorization.

Max loved the fact that the production company kept up with the fan meets and even more so, kept the two of them rooming together. It meant no matter how much Tul wanted to avoid him, he couldn't.

As the TWM had gained such a cult following, the studio had talked for months about doing a third series but so far nothing had come about.

Both Tul and Max accepted other acting roles to help with tuition. Tul had decided that since he had earning potential, he would no longer accept his parent's funds and Max didn't have that option, always knowing he needed to supplement his meagre funding.

BoyLove series and fans had become their true supporters and came in droves to see them wherever they went. The studio sent them to China (again), Korea, Japan, Philippines and Malaysia. They even saw parts of Thailand they didn't know existed.

As the fan meets became popular, clips were shown on YouTube, Twitter and other social media and turned into GIFs, and music videos. Fans watched everything they could on IG, Twitter and other platforms. It amazed the young men at how creative the fans were with the clips from both the shows and the fan meets.

They posed for magazines spreads and sold out, not just as a couple but whenever they did individual modelling as well.

Tul graduated from University and he celebrated with Max. It was, partially a publicity stunt to make the fans happy and partially because they were close. Tul did want Max there, he just didn't want Max to know how important he really was to him. Max knew though, and as always, when Tul let his guard down, Max took the opening.

It was the first time the media really jumped on the bandwagon. There was just too much evidence left on both boys for make up to cover convincingly. And so the debates began: are they boyfriends or brothers?

The second time Max was able to sleep with Tul was months later, when they finally had news that TWM 3 would start filming. It was such a relief to slip back into old roles. Max was excited to take on the role of Korn again, and kiss Tul repeatedly, freely without being scolded.

Tul was happy too, but refused to show it as much. Max took advantage of the situation by kissing him during the announcement to show that the couple had not lost the chemistry. Tul had pulled back in shock and amazement but not before he could hide the sheen of lust in his dark eyes.

Max was an actor and so was Tul, he knew the truth. Tul may think he could lie to Max but one thing the older man forgot was you couldn't lie with your body, only with words. As Tul replied to the reporter's comments about being brother's, Max knew they were definitely more. One day, Tul would have to stop running from whatever they had.

Tul told him the truth every time they kissed, every time they fucked. Tul told him without words that he was loved and cherished, just as much as Max loved him.

2019

Filming began on The Next Chapter and Max knew that this was it. He didn't get his way during the VLogs to Japan. That was because there was way too many people always around. He would have refused to do the VLogs if he would have realized how torturous they would be.

My god, seeing Tul in all those onsens, and having to keep a straight face, to not touch... he was sure that now, he had done something bad in a past life. He begun going to temple 3 times a week and praying.

There was a tradition when a man turn 25, they spent three months serving as a monk. Tul had done this already and found great peace with it. Max found Tul hot with a shaved head when he came back... always running his hands over the barely there fuzz growing back. The hardest part was refraining from kissing him all the time. He missed him so much while he was gone.

Tul? Tul never really spoke of it. Tul did change slightly. He now prayed for half an hour every night but who was Max to criticize? His turn at being a monk was coming up. He was sure it wouldn't bring him any inner peace the way it did with Tul. His love and desires for Tul had not lessened at all over the years.

Max was finding it much harder this time filming than previous years. Now that he had experienced the physical joy in Tul's body, just being close to him without being able to complete the act made it hard to control his little brother. The constant hard on's and blue balls gave him either excessive energy or very deep lows.

Tul, on the other hand, was stable. He showed very little changes in himself, proving that Max didn't affect him at all. Max was close to giving up. If the hot kisses they had, didn't lead to hot sex in the privacy of their hotel room, what would it take?

Little did Max know but Tul suffered greatly during this time.

Tul prayed. He prayed a lot. He also sought solace in masturbation in order to control the sudden urges to assault Max, to kiss him and fuck him silly. Being constantly together was taking a deep hit on his self control and it was only through the meditation and prayer he learned as a monk that saved him.

Tul could appreciate all of Max's beauty, his good, bad and ugly sides, and set them aside. Be with him on set, turn into Knock who loved Korn wholly without fail and...

Leave the set and be himself who loved Max with all his faults.