Brothers (A Kingdom Hearts au) ||Discontinued||

Thoughts (Part 1)

Riku's P.O.V
Sora and the twins have been acting really weird lately. Sora refuses to talk to me, Xion, Terra, and Xemnas. It sucks entirely. I don't want to admit this to the others but I have a crush on Sora. It will probably go away soon, right? I can't be gay. My parent's will freak. My parents aren't necessarily the best parents but they aren't abusive. The others are going to be completely fine. Xion's older sister Naminé is dating Kairi Aonani. Kairi moved to a different town a few months ago. I think she moved to Twilight Town. Terra came out as gay last year. Xemnas. Well he's a different story. I know he would be accepting but it scares me. I dunno why though.

Sorry I feel like I'm rambling on. I can't talk about any of this in front of my friends. They've never seen me give at least a hint of emotions. I mean I have before but they just thought I was sick. I'm going to ask Sora what's going on..I mean, if they're having trouble at home or if something happened. He just doesn't seem..complete. Like something was ripped from him. Does that make sense? There's a lot more going on inside my mind. My brother, Ansem, ran away a few days ago with his girlfriend. I miss him. My parents probably made him leave. I want him to talk to me again. He's refused to answer my calls like I had something to do with it. Did I have something to do with it? I hope not. Or maybe my parents told him to not talk to me.

Why is my life so difficult? I mean, I know someone elses life must be worse than mine. I should be thankful for my parents. Even if they aren't the best. They still give me food and a roof over my head. I keep jumping to conclusions, I don't know what my parents say to my brother. I can't assume they scared him away. All these thoughts are giving me a headache. "Riku!" I turn my head to see Xion watching me "Class ended a few minutes ago." I stood up and gathered my things then walked with Xion out of the classroom. "Are you okay? You've been spacing out a lot lately." I looked at Terra and nodded "I'm fine." They looked at me with concern and Xion spoke up "If somethings going on you can tell us Riku. You don't have to keep it to yourself." I shrugged and walked to my locker.

A familiar face was at my locker "Ansem?" I said when I got to my locker "Hey bro. I thought I would come pick you up." I nodded "Do Mom and Dad know I'm going with you?" Ansem shook his head. "Selphie's at work too. So it'll just be us." I nodded "Alright, I will go with you..on one condition." Ansem raised his eyebrow "Alright. Lay it on me." I sighed "You tell me why you left me." He nodded "I guess I was going to have to tell you eventually." I grabbed my back pack out of my locker then followed Ansem to the office. Ansem signed me out then we walked out the main door "What's on your mind?" Ansem said when we were getting into the car "I..it's nothing." Ansem sighed, "You can tell me anything. I won't judge you." I laid my head on the window as the car started moving "Ansem..I think I'm gay.." He glanced at me then smiled "It's about time that you told me!" I looked at him "What do you mean?" Ansem sighed "I had figured as much. I just wanted to wait for you to tell me." I nodded slowly, "What do you think Mom and Dad are going to say?" Ansem winced almost inaudibly "Well..it may not be best to tell them yet. Maybe when you're a sophomore."

I sighed and Ansem glanced at me again "Look Riku, I think it would be best if you don't tell them right now because you're still in middle school. They'll think it's some sort of phase. You don't want them to think that do you?" I shook my head "Right. But you can do whatever you want. That's just my thoughts." I laid my head back on the seat and look at the ceiling of the car, I was too lost in thought to realize that we made it to Selphie's house. Selphie is 19 while Ansem is 17. He's going to turn 18 in a few months. "Riku." I jumped then turned towards Ansem "C'mon, we're here." I open the car door but I didn't get out. Ansem had already grabbed my backpack "What's wrong little bro?" I shrugged then got out of the car. We walked inside and we were met with two people, a man with black hair and a boy with silver hair and a beanie. "Oh, hey Zack, hey Seifer." Ansem turned towards me "This is my little brother Riku, Riku these are my friends Zack and Seifer." Ansem pointed to the black haired one first so he's Zack. So the other one is Seifer. Cool.

I sat on the couch next to Zack "So..you're Riku huh?" I raised an eyebrow "Yes." Zack nodded "Sora talks about you a lot." I raised an eyebrow again, "You know Sora?" Zack nodded "I live with Sora and his brothers. I'm guessing you heard about Vanitas?" I shook my head "Who is that?" Zack sighed "He's Sora's eldest brother. And he's in the hospital. We're unsure why. But we'll find out soon." My eyes widened 'So that's why they've been acting weird.' Ansem put his hand on my shoulder "Do you have homework?" I nodded "Alright. You can do it at the table." I stood and grabbed my backpack from Ansem then I walked to the kitchen table. I only had to do two classes so homework isn't that bad." I was doing my homework when I heard them talking about me "So..what grade is Riku in?" Seifer asked. Seifer..there's something about him that I don't like. "He's in 7th." There was silence then Seifer and Ansem erupted in laughter. Were they laughing at me or something else? I ignored it and continued doing my homework. Seifer spoke up again "He seems so mature. Are you sure he's not held back?" I heard Zack gasp "Seifer, that's rude!" I slammed my fist on the table causing silence again.

Ansem came in a few seconds later "Riku? Are you okay?" I ignored him and continued my work. "Riku?" I sighed "Could you just leave me alone?" He nodded and went back to the living room. I definitely am going to hate seeing Seifer. There's just something about him that doesn't seem right. I wish I could pinpoint it. Zack started talking about Roxas. Apparently Roxas and Zack hang out a lot. Man, if I could have someone like that. I mean I have Ansem but he's normally here at Selphie's. Or hanging out with Seifer and his other friends. Ansem wasn't really ever there when I truly needed him. My parents would always yell at me for stupid reasons. They would always take their anger out on me. I've never seen Ansem get yelled at. If he does, it's not around me. I made myself more mature so that I could have a better future. I would have abusive parents if I wasn't mature. Nobody understands that though. I finished my homework and put it in my bag. I didn't want to go into the living room because if I did I would have to face Seifer, I could just ask Ansem to take me home. You know what? That's what I'm going to do. I got up from the table with my backpack slumped over my shoulder "Ansem, can you take me home?" He looked at me "Not right now Riku. I wanna hang out with my friends right now." I nodded "Does your brother just obey your every needs?" Ansem's eyes widened "Seifer! Could you please not talk about my brother anymore." Seifer rolled his eyes "You're avoiding the question." He shook his head after a minute of either hesitation or deep thinking. This. This was something I haven't felt in a while. Sadness. Anger. My eyes filled with tears that threatened to spill "Please take me home Ansem.." I said while looking at the floor. Ansem put his hand on my head "Alright."

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