I love you, Jc. (A JC Caylen FanFiction)

Talking to JC

        After me and mom had this fight I have to admit, I've been only more attached to JC. I'm just so in love with the fact that he's made me happy through all of this. He doesn't understand how I feel, but that's okay. No one does. No one at my school ever talks about youtubers, maybe I'm just different. But, taht won't change the fact I love JC Caylen. I have a real connection with this boy, and it makes me upset he doesn't exist. 

        The words kept repeating through my head all night. "He doesn't care about you." "He doesn't even know you exist." "Stop wasting your life, do something productive." 

I knew it wasn't right to loose my head over this guy, but honestly.. I couldn't help it. I loved this guy, and had actual feelings for him. His cute laugh, adorable smile, and sweet personality always got to me. I couldn't help but stress about the fact I was falling for a guy who doesn't even know what I looked like. It just didn't sound right, or feel right. I thought about it all night, when an idea came into my head. I CAN WRITE A MESSAGE TO JC. I know he may never answer, but if he sees it he'll at least know I exsist.. right?

        I went to grab my phone when I realized my mom took it. I had no idea where she hid it, so I went downstairs to look for it. My parents were asleep upstairs, and it was 3:00 AM so I didn't have too much to worry about, hopefully. 

        I opened my bedroom door, and walked downstairs. I turned on my kitchen light when I herd a notification from my phone go off. I saw my phone on the table. "This was too easy." I thought to myself. I ran upstairs, and plugged my phone into my charger. (I was only on 5%.. oops.) As soon as I was able to, I opened the Instagram app and chose out one of my old selfies I liked and what I thought, looked decent in. I used that as my DM photo. Then, finally I got to the typing part. This made me so nervous. I've never even spoken to him, there was too much say, and no where to start. I knew that this is what I wanted so I started typing.. 

"Hey Jc. My name is Paige. I've been watching your video for over a year now, and I think that you're amazing. I've gone through a lot of tough things in the past, and this really really helped me cope with things. I guess maybe it was your cute laugh, or your adorable smile. Whatever it was, it brought sunshine through my dark clouds and I very much appreciate you making these videos for us. Remember to stay cloud, I love you. Bye (:"

THIS LITERALLY GAVE ME ANXIETY. I was so nervous to write that. I love JC, and wanted to make a good impression. Oh my god, I sound so overly attached but he made me happy when all of my life every door has shut in my face, and I can't help it honestly. 

*bling* I got an instagram notification instantly. I opened my DM's and JC REPLIED?? This made me so suprised because I didn't think youtubers looke at those things. I opened up the chat and read the message. 

"Hello, Paige. Nice to meet you. :) Thank you so much for your continuos support, it means a lot to me. I'm sorry you've gone through some hard times. I've been there. If you ever want to talk about it w/ me give me a call, or text me. *insert number here* Also, you're very pretty. I love your photo. :D"

My heart stopped. This can't be happening.