𝐓𝐔𝐋𝐈𝐏𝐒 𐌆 Keiji A.

8

Your parents saw you and Akashi cuddling each other on the bed, your head was laid on his chest, and his arms were wrapped around your tiny waist. Akaashi's enormous body is placed beside you, making you look so small. Your cold and pale body was against his; his breath feels ticklish while it brushes your cheeks.

The warmth being in his arms is bewildering; you don't want to leave any time.

He was having a bad dream the time two of you were sleeping. Tears were gushing out, his eyes were bawled out from crying; he had lost you on his dreams. The sobs of him and your parents were getting louder minute by minute. That horrible dream woke him up, but once he saw you sleeping, he went back, dozing off to sleep.

At that time, you were also dreaming. You were saying your goodbyes, as much as you don't want to leave, you have to. Akaashi's face was so visible you can see every part of his face.

"Y/N, don't leave me. I love you. Please don't give up. I'm here; we are here for you." he begged, you felt terrible seeing him in that condition.

"Akaashi, even though I'm not physically present when I die, I'll always be by your side. I promise, if you miss me, just look up at the sky, I'll be there looking out for you."

If I could only live longer.......

You know you can't be with him any longer in this world, you were cherishing every moment you have with him, You know there will be the day you have to let go of him, and him to ran father to your paradise. You will bring these memories of you and Akaashi in your death bed, probably... but still, none knows if you could stay in this world after those six months.

You wanted him to be strong enough once you're gone. You wanted him to be prepared, prepared to lose you. You can't still accept that you have to leave him alone, knowing no one will be there for him anymore, you want him to be happy in the future without you beside him.

You have always dreamt of having a big family with him, having three children. Two boys and one girl so they could protect their little baby girl. Akaashi as your husband. Two of you getting married. But sadly, he can't do it with you.

"Honey, look, they look adorable together. We used to do that when we were in high school but I'm the big spoon though..." your mother said, teasing your father.

"Why? I love being the small spoon."

"Cause you're a big baby. Let's go outside, let them have their moment." your mother said, pulling your dad outside the room.

You felt Akaashi moving, he slowly shifted his body closer against yours. He was carefully moving, trying not to wake you up from your slumber. But no matter how careful he tries, he woke you up,

"Akaashi..." he heard your voice, calling him.

"Yes, beautiful?" he asked you.

"Are you leaving me?" you asked changing positions of your body.

He shook his head and went beside you. Akaashi kissed your forehead, you close your eyes, feeling his warm lips positioned on your forehead.

"I have to go home. We have to go to nationals tomorrow, pretty." he said. You pouted, crossing your arms.

"You're leaving me again..."

He chuckled, "I'm not leaving you, I'll come back after the nationals. I promise you." He hugged your small figure tightly.

"Keiji, "

"Please win the nationals for me."

Note from 𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙖 <3

prepare tissues I guess??? lovelots😗!!