In his room………
Gerald POV
STUPID OF ME!!! I’ve hurt her so much…….. God,please help me. Hindi ko alam kung pano ako magsisimula, I love Sarah with all my heart. I will do anything and everything to win her trust and love back again.
MOMMY VANGIE: RJ, anak…. Can I come in?
GERALD: Off course mom.
MOMMY VANGIE: Nhila and the rest of your friends left already… Sabi nila if you want you can join them later on………… RJ, Is everything OK?
You know you can talk to me if there is anything that’s bothering you (smiling)
GERALD: I guess so mom (with a faint smile on his face) we finally had the talked that we needed……Ang hirap pala when you see the person you love hurting so much in front of you. I felt so small…
Ma, Sarah was crying because of me (with his head down) It wa tearing me up seeing her that way…..Feeling ko ang sama sama ko. I did that to her, I was the guy that was supposed to always put a smile on her face, the one that was supposed to protect her from any pain and harm. Hindi sya dapat umiiyak dahil lang sa akin….
God, I was so full of myself!!! I was so selfish and narcissistic…. DAMN!! She said that she had forgiven me, pero I know she will never forget the hurt that I brought her.
(Now with tears running down his cheeks) Mom, I still love her. I was so wrong for treating her that way before. I have to find a way to fix everything that I screwed up….. Hindi ko nga alam if she will ever trust me again….
MOMMY VANGIE: RJ anak, you’re older and wiser now. If you truly love her like you said, then you have to work, work hard to earn her trust and love again. NEVER GIVE UP, you said it before “NO TURNING BACK” prove to her this time around you’ll do everything you can…..
Anak, si Sarah ang tipo ng babae na minamahal at inaalagaan ng buong puso…… hindi sinasaktan.
I like her, you know that right. She was a good influence on you. I saw the changes that happened to you when you were with each other. I won’t lie to you son, hindi ko rin alam why you suddenly stop everything between the two of you. Pero I never asked you kung anong nangyari sa inyong dalawa………..Right?
Wala kang narinig sa akin noon but this time around you will. She has a good heart, she’s a good person. RJ, if you’re not 100% sure then don’t do it…… You have sisters and nieces. I bet you don’t want your Kuya’s and the suture boyfriends of your nieces to treat them like that way you have treated Sarah, right???
Anak, basta tandaan mo, ipakita at iparamdam mo sa kanya ang pagmamahal na sinasabi mo sa akin…….. Basta magpakatotoo ka lang
Be strong OK. You know that A LOT of people will judge you, especially of what happened the last time… Hindi lang si Sarah ang sinaktan mo… marami sila.
GERALD: I know mom……. Marami silang sinaktan ko.. Sina Tito and Tita, yung mga supporters namin but most especially si Sarah.. I’m willing to face all of them as long as everything will be OK between the two of us.
I realized my fault…. Napaka special niya sa kin. I will never ever do anything to hurt her again but I don’t know how and where to start.
MOMMY VANGIE: Go to sleep anak.. Tomorrow’s a new day. Just listen to your heart and it will lead you to the right path. Remember andito lang si mommy mo…. Ha ha ha
Itong anak ko parang batang umiiyak…..
MOMMY VANGIE: Lesson learn ha anak…. Kung ako kay Sarah pahihirapan kita. OO nga no, sana pahirapan ka ni Sarah this time around, para naman matuto ka…. That if, she is willing to give you another chance ha….. Kausapin ko nga siya. Sabihin kong pahirapan kang maigi..
GERALD: Mom naman….. You’re supposed to be on my side and help me win her back… Not the other way around.
MOMMY VANGIE: Hay RJ!! I love you with all my heart but you need to learn. You can’t treat women like that…… You know what; I do believe that I still have her number… Teka nga matawagan (laughing)
GERALD: Mom that is not funny at all…… Please don’t do that.
MOMMY VANGIE: ha ha ha……. Then you better be good Anak or else… Kilala mo ako, quiet but deadly………..(smiling)
Gerald knows that his mom is serious about what she’s saying……..
GERALD: Mom, promise me you won’t do that OK
MOMMY VANGIE: Sige na nga, pero promise me too that you won’t hurt her again.
GERALD: That’s for sure mom, Infinity promise or better yet I swear on my grandparent’s grave.
MOMMY VANGIE: Hoy RJ!!.... Don’t you ever dare swear on my parent’s grave no…. IKAW PA!! Hay nakung bata ka.. Matulog ka na nga.
GERALD: Mom, thank you for the talk ha…. I feel much better na. I promise I will never make her cry ever again… but if I do, then it will be tears of joy. I’ll make her the happiest woman in the whole wide world…………..( then gave her mom a kiss on the cheek)
MOMMY VANGIE: Sana nga Anak, sana nga
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Sorry for the late update.... Been busy with work... I hope that you guys enjoy the two chapter's that I added to this FANFIC story............
TILL THE NEXT CHAPTER AGAIN...... : )
