a/n: i literally updated twice today but you know what lets update a third time because of @Dragowizardelf and because of them only, like sis youre the sole reason im updating! also i just wanna leave a TW for a suicide attempt (overdose) please don't make yourself read this if thats a trigger for you, prioritize your mental health <3
Lev's eyes were fixated on the pills as if they were the only thing on Earth. He hesitantly made his way over to them without realizing what he was even doing. His senses were itching to feel something, anything! Lev reached out his skinny pale hand to grip the happy orange container. It had a decent amount of pills inside, easily enough to get the job done. Without even realizing it Lev was crying again as a confirmation to himself that he was going to do it. He opened the bottle in a swift motion but before he could pour the tablets of toxicity into his mouth, he realized he had one thing left to do. Rummaging through his drawers he found what he was looking for and dropped everything to do one last thing before it all ended. When it was done and perfect, Lev smiled to himself and picked up the bottle once again, this time completing the job and falling to the floor lifelessly as the numbness took over his body, clutching a small note in hand.
My dearest Yaku,
Hi sugar. I'm writing this to you and I think you know why, I mean it's not every day a note like this shows up, changing your life in ways you didn't even think were possible. Kinda like our friendship in a sense, even if it wasn't real. Even if in the end you were actually just using me as a toy, my months with you were the absolute best of my life. Thanks to you, I was able to smile each day, to laugh each day, to love each day. In the end, everything that's about to happen to your life is out of love, my love for you. Don't blame yourself, it's my own fault for not being able to see through your whole act. You really are something Yaku, I'll love you forever and always. Please fulfill the image you and your parents have always wanted, you deserve it.
Goodbye.
a/n: im crying at my own words, why did i write this? at least the story's not over... there's still a chance of a happy ending?
-a broken hearted norah
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FanfictionLev's a total clutz, so of course he manages to text the wrong person, but what can Lev do when he starts to fall in love with that wrong person? ──➤ ANY FANART USED IS NOT MINE! FULL CREDITS TO THE ORIGINAL ARTIST THEY ARE WAY MORE TALENTED...
