When I saw her

The Explanation

TONI'S POV

Me and Cheryl have been dating for about 1 month now and it's been amazing. She makes me so happy and safe, and I genuinely really love her. Yes I know we haven't dated for that long but Iv'e known her for 3 years so I can proudly and truthfully say that I am in love with Cheryl Blossom. We are going on a date tonight and her hideous mother is off on some slutty work thing so she wont be home for a couple days, and Cheryl wanted me to come over tonight  after the date. We haven't done anything more then make out because after what happened with Nick St. Clair, I don't want to pressure her to do anything she doesn't want to until she's ready. But I can tell she wants to do more witch I'm totally okay with but something stopping her and I want to ask her what it is but Once again I don't want to pressure her. But I am planning on telling her tonight that i love her and hopefully she loves me back, but if she doesn't then it is what it is but i gotta know how she feels. Its about 4:30 right now and she's picking me up at 6:45 so I should start getting ready. I finish getting ready and its about 6:15 so I decided to text her since I haven't talk to her all day.

T: Hey baby.

C: Hello love, are you ready for our date?

T: Yes actually I just finished getting ready. 

C: I cant wait to see how beautiful you look.

T: Trust me I'm not gonna look a quarter as beautiful as you will.

C: I doubt it. Hey I'm gonna go pick you up rn is that okay?

T: Yes I'll be here waiting for you.

C: Okay bye baby

T: bye:)

CHERYL'S POV

I put my phone in my purse as I go down stairs and get my car keys to go pick up Toni. I was nervous. Like really really nervous. You see, I'm a virgin. And I know that Toni's not witch is why i haven't told her. But i want to give myself to her, but I'm really scared. Its not that i don't trust Toni or that i don't love her cause i do. I had a extremely bad childhood, I had an abusive father and a mother who never loved me, My brother was my only light but then he died when I was 8 and then my mother gained a drinking problem from it and was mad at the world all the time so she took her anger out on me and I was alone. With no one by my side. So I started cutting myself, Like a lot. And pretty deeply. I kept doing it cause it was a distraction from my emotional pain. I slowly stopped when I met Toni freshman year. But I still have all the scars on my body witch make me look even more uglier than i already did. And if Toni saw that, I'm scared that she wont like me anymore. By mother is not home so maybe tonight is the night, I guess we will see where the nigh takes us.

I arrive at Toni's place and i'm still nervous but i take a deep breath and knock on the door. And standing there once the door opens is a goddess. A beautiful goddess that i am so happy i get to call my girlfriend. "You look..." I say still looking at my girlfriend up and down trying to put what i feel about her into words but i simply can't. "So do you." she smiles nervously. "A-are you ready for our date?(clears throat)" "Yes, Are you?" "Of course I am." I smile and I lead her to the car witch I open the door for her then go to my side. "So where are we going exactly?" She asked me. "It's a surprise beautiful." I winked at her she blushed wile looking down in response. We arrived at the restaurant called La Buauté witch is a very fancy restaurant and once we got in i pulled Toni's chair out for her, To witch she smiled in response and said "Thank you." "Anything for my baby." I said smiling.  I took a seat across from her and we just started talking about random things, I loved this about our relationship we could be anywhere doing anything at all, Yet we cam talk about the stupidest things. Mid-way into eating our meals Toni suddenly wiped her mouth with a napkin and grabs my hand and holds it I start to get a little worried, "Everything okay baby?" I ask her. "Yes of course, I just wanted to tell you something." I sighed with a little relief when she said everything was okay but i'm still a little worried cause she seemed nervous. "I want you to know that you are the most beautiful girl in the world and that this past month has been a dream come true, a dream i never, Like ever would have thought would come true..." she said giving my hand a little squeeze, My eyes were starting to water a little... well more like a lot but anyways. "What i'm trying to say is that I-I love y-you, Cheryl Marjorie Blossom." She said with water in her eyes. "And you don't have to say a-anything back I jus-" "Love you too." I cut her off with a big ass grin on my face. She smiled and got out of her chair and came to where i was sitting and kissed me. But it was different like any other kiss we have had. It way filled with love, So much love. She pulled away resting her forehead on mine with her beautiful smile on her face. "Hey... Lets get out of here, Yeah?" I ask her, She nodded she grabbed my hand and lead me out of the booth. "What about the bill?" I ask her. "I already payed for it princess." she winked. Of course she pre-payed it before we even got here and we left the restaurant and go into the car and drove home.