Emotionless- H.S (ON HOLD)

Chapter 1.

Alexa's POV:

"BEEP,BEEP,BEEP",

god I hate that noise.The sound of the awful alarm clock, waking me up for the hell hole I call School. Slamming my hand roughly on the object to make it shut up and finally getting ready for school.I go into my closet to decide what to wear, I usually wear pants, a sleeveless t-shirt with my boots so I decide with that.Adding some lipgloss,and some mascara, I know what your thinking I'm not the type of girl to fully make my self look like a clown and a slut combined.I go with things that make me feel like me and is comfortable.

When I'm done changing, I head down stairs to be greeted by sadly my soon to be called Step Mother.She wearing the same usually half naked clothing and acting like she's a teen again.Shes staring at me with those hateful eyes of hers, to me when she does that I feel she is just jealous how insanely beautiful I am, NOT. The minute she layed eyes on me well my dad was introducing her to me, she hated me and she still does, we never get along and my dad knows that but he doesn't care what I think.

Well she is done staring at me she goes back to cooking what ever she is making on the stove and acting like I'm not there.

"Did you make breakfast for me?" I asked boredly,and tired because I know she won't reply back to me.

Turning around to finally look at me again she says, "Hell no, make your own damn food you lazy As-s and have a stupid day in school, now good bye". With that she goes upstairs and does what she does well my dad is at work. Signing deeply I grab a apple and head outside to the bus.

When I'm entering the bus I thankfully see one of my grateful friends,Ashley sitting in the first front sit on the bus to get out easily well we arrive at school.

Sitting down beside her,she asks "hey Alexa,how has your lovely Morning been", asking cheerful well staring at me." To be honest the Morning just started and I hate it, my stupid mother in law was acting like her usual selfish self and sending those hateful eye stares at me, she hates me so much and I can't do anything about it because my dad is about to marry her and he doesn't listen to anything I say to him, god why does my life have to be like this? I say upsetly.

"So your having a bad start?, I'm sorry, I know how it feels to have someone you don't love be with your dad, let's just forget about her and have a good day in school and admire the hotties in school." She says excitedly .

"Fine your right, sorry that I was boring you with my miserable family life, I'm thinking of going to therapy by the way.

"You should It will help you easily and express your feelings about your soon to be mother, hey wait..your not thinking of suicide with all the stress you've been having with all the school work, family problems and all that?",she says worriedly.

"No I'm not thinking of that, I think I can handle the last few months of school and graduating,Thank you though for understanding",letting out a stressful sign and being quiet on the way to school.

"Hey what did I say about being sad, we should go to Jakes party today after school to let all your stress out and finally let loss.Stop thinking about school work and impressing your dad with the amazing grades you have, even though he never seems to care about" mumbling the last sentence she said so she won't think I heard,but I did.

Letting it slide on what she said about my dad I say, "Fine watever" and heading out the door to be greeted with the devil itself I call school.

Gosh,today is going to be something new. I say to myself and entering the building leading me to see all the students I hate miserably,acting like I don't care to what people say to me and going straight to my first period class "Physics",well heading there I realise I'm the first one their as always, so I head to to front desk and sitting there with my head down until the students arrive.

Honestly how was that? I still need to get used to this.

Anyway here's the first chapter of my 1st book,hope you enjoyed.

I will be updating again very soon.

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