Emotionless- H.S (ON HOLD)

Chapter 3.

Picture of Josh on the side, played by the one and only Zac Elfron.
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Alexa's POV:
One thing I hate about my life right now is how I don't really have any friends in any of my classes and how I'm known as a wierd girl. There are a couple of times when I hear rumours about me and it's not good at all, one rumour that everyone couldn't stop thinking about me was when someone  had said I was a lesbian for never getting laid or never once smoked in my life, boys have made bets on me to see if I would give in to lose my virginity, some people thought I was this nerd study girl who follows the rules by morning then mysteriously becoming this different bad ass girl by night but people don't know the real me, they just accuse me as that person because they don't know how to describe me since I'm so shy in school.

Sighing well looking at the white board, I notice the one person I never thought that would speak to me again approach me well having that fake smile on his face just so he thinks that everything is cool between us but it's not.Tapping my shoulder lightly to get my attention, I just stare at him with my glares that some how make him uncomfortable but decides to ignore it and have a chat with me, if he thinks I'm going to talk or listen to what ever the hell he wants to say to me to apologize I won't listen. Or so I thought, well he's staring at me with those pleading brown eyes of his, i notice how he looks like he's so sorry for what he had done and how he's a terrible person that doesn't deserve my friendship.

"Um hey Alexa, can we um talk"? Saying well looking a bit nervous and guilty.
Me being me doesn't say anything, I look some where else well I also feel everyone eyes on us two waiting for something to happen.About another 5 minutes of pure silence from me he decides to speak up again, "please Lexi, I know you hate me and all,and you probably want me to die but I'm just trying to say that I'm sorry for Harrys rude behavior towards you back there, just because we stopped being friends doesn't mean you should give me the cold shoulder and act like what we had last year didn't matter, I really miss you Lexi, can you ever forgive me"? At least say something so I won't look like a pleading idiot in front of the class " well he says that I start to feel my eyes getting blurry and watery realising I'm about to cry but also trying to hold it in, he notices and suddenly it gets so awkward when I feel his hands cupping my hands in his like he owns me.For a minute there I want to forgive him because I truly do miss him, but he did something I would never forget.

"Josh can you please just leave me alone, I don't want to talk to you, go with F.cking harry and do what you do, just stay out of my life and never talk to me. Ignore me like how you usually do, I have way more better things to do then sitting here listening to the same old lies you caused". After saying that I get out of the seat and head to the girls bathroom to cry my eyes out, ignoring Josh and the teacher call my name.

Slamming the door straight open, I go near the mirror and look at the girl that I see, this isn't me, normally I would ignore all this stress and hate but I just can't, I feel so useless, why can't the pain go away?

Seeing my eyes red shot and buffed, I madly grab a napkin and took all the tears away by roughly touching my skin and making the emotions disappear 

When I feel much better I head to the door and take a deep breath well pushing the door open to go straight to my locker with hopefully no interruptions.But no that didn't get to happen, I secret crush, but also the person I despise the most.The one and only Mr Harry Edward leaning on my locker well having his eyes locked on me, this gesture was different, he almost looked guilty and not have his normal smudge smirk that adores every girl.

"Hey Babe,how you doing in this fine hallway?" Harry asking in a straight face with a beautiful smile.Wait what..... this ain't harry, what the hell happened to his smirk or sexual comment? And why haven't I realised how deep,low and sexy his british voice was.

"What do you want harry?, to say rude things to me, or try to flirt with me? Because If you are, then I suggest you walk the hell away from me, I've had a bad morning because of you and Josh so leave me alone." Me saying it angry so he can understand I don't need his worthless apology.

"First of all I honestly didn't know you had it in you to talk to me with hatred" saying with a casual smile. "And second of all I've been standing here for 10 minutes just to come and say I'm sorry, my dad said I would of been off the team if I didn't do the right thing, so here I am trying to apologize and yeah" well scratching his neck and looking quite awakward.

"Really harry you just come up to me because your daddy made you, wow you do have a heartless soul, I can't believe you, you may have good looks and all but your ego and personality is truly ugly on you.

"Look Alexa, I am sorry and I do mean it, can we just get pass this and um move on?" I also came here to talk to you about a upcoming event." Saying this looking again uncomfortable and me having no clue why.

Me just looking at him, I realise he sort of does look like he's sorry and wanting to get out of hear as soon as possible, but then he says something that makes me speechless, confused and honestly suspicious.

"One of my friends is having a party tonight and I wanted you to come with me as my date...." "if that's okay with you?

What the hell just happened? Did I just get asked out by the most popular guy in school?

So what did you guys think of this? Sorry I haven't updated I've been in school What do you think Alexa is going to say???

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