Lately, I've been thinking of you. First it was small in tidbits, like once, every couple weeks. Then it became every week, every day and now every night. I don't know what spurned this constant churning, probably due to my lack of sleep, chance it's boredom, maybe I'm re-thinking my current life. My regrets. I'm happy, perfectly happy. But...it doesn't stop me thinking. I realised something recently and the more I think about it, the more it fits. How I acted, what I said, the karma.
I want to see you, even if it's only on social media but I can't find you. You're just a ghost, alive only in memory. I keep typing in combinations into Google, just trying to find you. The longer it takes to find you, the more my mind spirals.
I just need a glimpse. I just need to know...are you still out there? Are you happy? Is there someone else?
YOU ARE READING
Rainbows and Dark Clouds
Dla nastolatkówLately, I've been thinking of you...and me and how we could be, if only I had realised sooner, if only I had the courage to say...I like you I can't stop...even now
