Chap 4
It's been a long time since I was here. I was still a kid the last time I stayed here.
" welcome home sir " greetings from our maids.
I just nod at them and then they get back to what they are doing.
As I enter our house, memories come in to my mind. Some are sad while others are worth remembering.
Just like the old days, I'm still alone. No presence of my parents, not even their shadow.
Well of course they are not here because I'm the only one who wants to go back in here.
Yes! It's my choice. I choose to stay here as what my dad promises to me, that he will let me do what I want to. If, I go with him and with my mom in New York.
I go upstairs to see my room. From this place I'm standing, I can view the hidden garden of the playground few blocks from our house.
As I look around my eyes stops on the stone. And I remember the little girl who squats in there while she's crying.
The girl who play with me, the girl who laughs with me, and the girl I'm with when I was alone in this house.
I love her voice, even if she's just talking with me it feels like she's singing, she has a beautiful voice.
And that memory makes me smile unconsciously.
I remember her pretty face, her long and shiny hair. Her puppy eyes, her porcelain skin, her bright smile, her blushing cheeks and her pinkish and kissable lips.
That day was the greatest day I have.
The day that I have found my love for a life.
I know I was still a kid that time but one thing for sure, my unexplained feelings for her was I mean "IS" true. IS not was because my feelings remain the same until now.
And she's the reason of what I am now. All the achievements I get is because of her.
She's my inspiration and my motivation to reach my goal.
I look around and there I can say that I ALMOST have what I want. Yes, almost because there's still lacking and that is HER.
And that is why I go back here to find HER.
Sadly, to say but that day, I forgot to ask her name.
