little things

a thought

I think if I could talk around you
The only thing that will pop out will be
How are you
'Cause I'm over here
Yeah, you're far from here and I need to know
'Cause your far from me and I got irrational fears
And I can't seem to stop
Worrying about you

(Chorus)
And I'm used to sitting alone, so I'll just go
Alone may be stretching the truth a little bit
Of course I got them but I never can forget, about you
Now that may seem freaky and quite upfront
I'm sorry for being quite so blunt
But I need you to know that I'm sitting here alone
Thinking about you

Yeah, I got my demons and so called friends
But only the true ones stay until the end
And I can't stop thinking about you
I don't trust myself to think,
'Cause there's some secrets I can not tell
Well now I'm sorry if your overwhelmed

(CHORUS)

Can't tell them or my emotions will take over
I don't think I can tell you ever
I play the scene over, in my head
And my demons they just win again

(CHORUS)

Now I'm trapped in here
With my thoughts, no one can see and no will talk
So I sit here with this guitar, all alone
And I think about you, you
Can't seem to think of anything else, not that I would want to
I sit here and think and worry about you, just you

• May 20, 2020