The Vague Love [MXM] (Complete)

Chapter 19

it's been a week since the last time I saw Leandro and I just know from my brother they have a game two days after our fight and they have won in the game that will be good that our fight and the things I have said didn't distract him and that's not going to change that he's angry at me or maybe worst 

I sighed as I off the treadmill as i wipe up my body from sweat and yes the fight is still bothering me for the longest time, I wanna apologies after the fight but I got hit by my embarrassment so I cowardly went back to my place and went to play with my dog instead 

I also visited my parents the other day so I could ask them what should I do and expected they went to explain to me that I really did wrong for saying those things to him, I just got cautious because I don't wanna dive into something that i am still afraid of and that's because of that stupid bet game in courtesy of Andrea. 

after I run from that machine I went to shower so I could go to the office to check some of the thing that I need to sign as well as visit the places were my clients were building their houses and don't forget to talk to Leandro, gosh if i wont get a chance in talking to him by this day i would go crazy. 

I sighed as I went out of my car as the employees greeted my with their bright smiles and I nod and smile too. 

I was waiting for the lift to open when i saw a familiar person went out of it as our eyes met each other, I keep looking at him when I saw some of his emotions and I wince a little when I saw a pain in his eyes, I sighed and determine to fix this as early as possible and about the plan that I have said a while ago? Leave it to rot I need to fix this first 

"Can we talk" I said to Leandro as he was hesitating if he would go with me as i look at him pleading 

"Please?" I said and I was looking so desperate in front of him for asking him to talk to me, but fck that too

he sighed as he nod at me with his blank expression but I still smiled at him for talking to me I guess 

I drove us to a near cafe as we sat in a booth so if he lash out at me like the last time we talk that will be good. 

"so" I started as i took a quick sip at my Ice americano while he got a cappuccino as he looked at me with his brow raised as i sighed 

"I just wanna say sorry for what I have said  the last time we talk" I said looking at his eyes to show that I am sincere 

"I didn't mean it like that, I just... I guess I was scared you know that things will be like repeat itself" I said laughing humorless 

I waited for him to talk me back as he sighed "I am sorry too" he said making me look at him with wide eyes as he chuckled 

"w-what? w-why are you saying sorry to me, I should be the one telling you that" I said sighing and look down to my drink instead of looking at him in shame. 

"don't be like that to yourself Kian, and I understand that you have worries about things like this because of your past, but can you just give me a change to prove to you that that person who did that to you and I are very much far different" he said as my heart is beating like crazy again for what he is saying to me

I look at him with a hesitant eyes to his pleading eyes, I sighed as I found him cute like a puppy he is. I didn't know I was smiling at him as he chuckled at me 

I sighed for the very last time again as I nod my head "okay, but please don't break my heart Leandro" I said smiling shyly at him as he smiled at me as i was shocked when he kissed me as I open up to him so he could put his tongue in me, it's like a different but not, new but old sensation I felt when he was kissing me like I would drown if we stop. 

I pulled back to grasp for oxygen as I look in his eyes as I smiled at him and sighed in relief. 

~END~