𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐲 | 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐬

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what do we think of serendipity so far? I hope you like it :) there will be some tea soon but until then, enjoy a throwback with Aeden to get to know her a bit!

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you nearly gave me a heart attack when you said you're doin' well, is it obvious you're all I had? and the last year's been like hell.

"Don't worry Aeden," Noah said. He lifted his finger towards the side of my face and brushed some hair behind my ears. To me, he was the most handsome and most beautiful person I had ever seen. I didn't want to see him leave after tonight's conversation but I knew he had to.

"I'll miss you" I admitted, snuggling my face in the crook of his neck. It was a Tuesday evening and after spending almost a week together, Noah had to leave. He was my rock, and I couldn't imagine how I would be coping with my mothers passing if I didn't have him by my side through this all.

Noah lifted my head with his first two fingers under my chin. "It's alright baby, I'll text you as soon as I land in Stockholm, okay?" He smiles and places a soft kiss on my forehead. I nodded my head slowly as a single tear rolled down my cheek.

guess I'm lonely thinkin' that you ain't moved on and I'm sorry if I'm comin' off too strong

It was all too soon. My mother only passed away a few weeks ago and I already had to move on as if nothing ever happened, well it felt like I had.

I gasped as I felt his sweet lips resting on mine, our bodies pressed together as I savoured every moment of our, till now, the last kiss. Noah's lips were warm and welcoming, and I was afraid of saying goodbye; it crushed me to know I had to move on all by myself from now on since Noah is going to Stockholm for a month.

As I pulled away from his lips, I feel my whole world came crashing down. I couldn't do it without him, but I have to stay strong. "You have to go," I tell him. Noah nods and we slowly walk to the front of my house, where his friend is waiting to drive him to the airport.

never thought I'd see the shape of pain, standin' in the front porch light, is it obvious I'm not okay?

I insisted to drop him off but he didn't want me to, because he would find it harder to say goodbye. When I first heard, I felt my heart breaking into pieces however momentarily I realised it will probably be the best for both of us.

"I'll see you soon," Noah said, dropping his hand out of mine. He stepped away from me and headed towards his friend who was sitting in the car. My whole body felt weak when he stepped away from me.

I reached for something to hold and I watched the car driving down the street. First I lost my mom and now I'm about to lose my boyfriend, both in a matter of time. "I'll see you soon," I mumbled towards the car driving in the distance, fighting the tears that were about to fall down my cheeks.

never meant to start a fight. guess I'm just a moment livin' in your past but I never thought you'd forget me so fast

It has been almost two weeks since Noah flew out to Stockholm to help terminal children to enjoy the last bits of their lives. At least, that's what he told me.

He never texted me when he arrived on the Swedish land although I knew he did because he was sharing his location with me on the Snapchat map. I got annoyed with him once he ignored a million calls I made.

It has been one whole month since I lost my mother. I missed her dearly and the fact of Noah leaving me without a single text crushed me more than I've ever could imagine, although I tried to be the best for myself and decided to forget about him. It was hard to remove his face and the 4-year relationship we build-up from my memory.

'cause I'm starin' at all these photographs I guess the good things ain't meant to last I gave you forever, you gave a month, I've never fallen for anyone

Especially when I saw his face in a picture on my Instagram timeline. It was his first Instagram post since he left for Stockholm. Though, it wasn't only his face I saw on the picture.

His hands were wrapped closely around the girls' waist from behind as he kissed her cheek, the same way he did to me, a few moments before he left in the car.

The smile on the girls' face was stunning, I have to admit. Her teeth were shining in the bright sun and her hair waved perfectly over her shoulders. She was way prettier than me, in all kind of perspectives. I felt a heart-crushing pain in my chest, one I've never felt before whilst I read the caption.

'One year with my special one.'

and now I'm looking at the ceilin' wonderin' just what you're feelin' now. if that's what love's about.

then I'm so good without