our love means more to me (Rin x Bon)

Chapter 6: cuts, truth, guilt part 1

A month later
Bon's pov

I haven't seen Rin, around for a while, but not like I care, the idiot can go to hell, for all that I care! I thought to myself. But do I actually think that??

Yukio, kept me behind to discuss Rin, that stupid half demon. Yukio, looked at me with a stern look and said, "Rin, hasn't left his room for a whole month, he keeps crying when his phone goes off and he is skinnier then ever, what happened?" I explained, but I didn't feel guilt, when I should have...

Yukio nods, "just be careful of these group of guys, they are bad news, now you can go"

Once, I left the room, I went to meet up with Shima and Konekomaru, however, I bumped into a group of lads. One of them smirked and walks over to me, "hey Suguro, how is Okumura? Is he dead yet, I mean he hasn't been around for a while, I kinda miss him", I clenched my fists, don't let him get to you Bon, "well, if you see him, tell him that I wanna have another round with his ass, it felt nice, I didn't expect a fag-".

I didn't know what came over me, one minute I was stood up, clenching my fists and the next, I'm on top of this guy, punching him, until I broke his nose and his mouth started bleeding. "You better leave Rin out of this! And leave him the fuck alone, he is mine!" I got up and walks to the dorm room.

The creepy old dorm building, stood ìn front of me, I shiver and walks inside. I knew where the twins slept, so it wasn't long until I found a lump in a bed. I obviously, knew that it was Rin. I looked around the room, there were books and clothes everywhere, half eaten food here and there. Rin's phone was on the side, so I crept over to it and pick it up, to see a lot of messages, that trailed back, before we even went out, which read:

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Go to hell, stupid demon
Why are you even alive??
You should kill yourself
Who the fuck wants you?
You little faggot, you shouldn't be here, so do us a favour and drop dead
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My heart sunk to my stomach, as I read the messages. I looked at the bed and walks over to it, I pulled down the covers and I gasped. Rin, still cute as ever, was curled up in a small ball, but something was different...something huge. He was skinny, too skinny, you could see his rib cage, poking out. The other, was there were thousands of tiny little cuts on his arms, neck and legs. There were also big cuts too.

I felt my eyes tear up, as the half demon stirred and looks at me, with his ocean blue eyes. The eyes, which was full of life, was now dull and full of nothing. I stared at him and broke down crying, muttering, "I'm so fucking sorry Rin, this is all my fault..."

Hey guys, thank you for reading this part, I know you wondering what happened in the month and along with the messages, probably. Hehe, I will explain it in the next part. Anyway, thank you for reading again and stay tune for the next part ^-^