Drawn To You || Kio Cyr and Torvas Fanfic (ON GOING)

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Do you ever have that feeling you did something wrong? Well, I may or may not felt it for a weeks now. Ever since heather told me whether I have made the right decisions, her voice kept repeating on my mind. Are you sure about this? Are you sure about him? Are you sure about forgiving him?

I've been thinking about it a lot lately. Not just about Paolo but also about kio. Though we only casually talk, after all he's a really nice guy. Time really does go by so fast when you're so caught up and happy.

For the past weeks I've established my relationship with my mom, I mean even if the world flips she will always be my mother and no matter how much I hate it I need to accept the fact that she's inlove with adi. Family is family, and I proudly can say I'm warming up to my mom and Adi.

As for Carol? Well she became distant from me and Heather. Whenever there is a slight chance of her bumping to us in school she always scram to the opposite direction. Worst case scenario she became one of Riley's minions.

"Hey hun!"I haven't even knew she was already inside my room.

"Hey ma, what brings you here?"

"Do you already have a dress for your graduation ball? I mean time really went by pretty fast and you're almost walking up on stage."she smiled " and I saw that guy who dropped you here last night is he your boy- no!"

I immediately replied, my cheeks were already flushed red. I'm saying plain truth tho, Paolo is not my boyfriend. He didn't asked me to be his girlfriend nor asked me out in a proper date so truth be told both of us has no label.

"Same situation sweety. Your father doesn't date, and that probably was my mistake. Believing that he was being real and honest with me."she scooted beside me. "He lied to me multiple times before, but I still blindly accepted him with open arms. And then you happened and he left with no trace."

Wow. My dad was a complete dick, but what if Paolo has the same personality and I will end up just like my mom. I shook my head and gave my mother a smile.

"I hope he doesn't break your heart just like how your father broke my heart and just how I broke your heart. I hated myself leaving you amber, I hated myself for lying to you."

"Ma, its fine. I already forgave you and I already understand the situation, I just hope Paolo doesn't replicate my father's mistake."

Clarissa smiled at me and she enveloped me one of the greatest hugs I have received, the hug I have longed for my entire life. The hug that was full of love and care. I haven't even noticed I'm already crying soaking her perfectly ironed dress. Gosh.

Another hole of my shattered heart have been patched, but the feeling of emptiness was still there. I wasn't sure about it really. I have a house, a family, a loyal friend and a lover?

"Oh by the way breakfast is ready."

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School days have passed and our seniors ball is nearing. Heather was babbling nonstop on her doing my hair and make up to absolutely stun everyone. I mean she's a girl with style you wouldn't say no or else she'll drag you by the throat and do what she wants.

Paolo on the other hand, I barely see him around school but he constantly picks me up every morning and drives me back every after school. You'd probably say I'm dumb to give him a chance but believe me or not he is trying to be better.

Does he?

Is he?

Bad boys will always be bad boys.