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I woke up the next morning with my hair everywhere. I wipe the hair out of my face and stretch. I look on my phone to see that Grayson had a new post. I opened the notification and my heart shattered. 

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graysondolan: let's get married @(girlinthephoto)

(girlinthephoto): sure let's do it! <3333

     graysondolan: coming over right now :)

y/nssock: well that ended quick. @y/u

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I immediately started crying thinking about how much prettier she was than me and how I even thought I had a chance. I threw my pillows and flopped down onto my bed still crying. I closed my blinds and put on my LED lights while turning on Netflix. I went downstairs still staring at the photo of the girl. 

"I'll fucking murder him." I realized what I was saying and we aren't even dating. I was getting a call from my friend. She wanted me to go on her podcast so I got dressed and stopped looking at my phone. I got into my car and saw Grayson called me but I didn't asnwer.

I made it to the podcast studio. I walked onto the set and sat there talking to my friend.

An hour went by when I started talking about Grayson.

"Yeah, so me and him went to lunch yesterday you know. And I like fell in LOVE with this guy. And just today I woke up and saw he posted on Instagram and I was like, oh do I get to see a new photo of bae. Nope, not the case. He posted a girl saying, 'let's get married.'" I said into the microphone.

"Wait shut the fuck up you're not for real." My friend stared at me upset. I wanted to cry but held back tears. "Let me see."

I pulled out my phone and showed her. "Oh I'll fucking kill him. Guys I believe we should rap this episode up. Don't forget new episodes every week. Don't forget to subscribe, and I'll see you later!" The camera cut and she got up and hugged me as I sobbed into her chest.

"We're not even dating but I'm heartbroken." I cried and she looked at me.

I sat in my car when I got a text from Grayson. It read:

Hi y/n. I saw your friends podcast and I'm sorry I didn't know you felt like that, I can delete the post but I know that won't delete your memory. I told the girl I can't do that with her. She's had a crush on me for years and I just wanted to make a joke. I told her I didn't feel the same. I can come over to your house but if not I'm extremely sorry. I am in love with you y/n. Ever since I heard your first song to the first film you were in. I love love love LOVE you. I can't explain it. You're perfect in every way and I really want to be with you. I want you. I need you. I don't want you feeling like this and it hurts me to know that you're heart broken.

Please answer me. I'm sorry.

                                                                                        It's ok Grayson. You can come over.