the forgotten Michaelis

Vanessa P.O.V

I remember i remember clearly about my dad i remember his scent and what he looks like, his height and appearance. Every night i dream of him but when i almost reach him, he dissappears and i fall and fall nonstop then i jolt awake and the dream ends. Hi my name is Vanessa, I'm the daughter of Vampire Elder Amelia and Sebastian Michaelis. I lost my dad at age 4 i never knew what happened or where he went. He was presumed dead and everyone tells me to move one, but deep dowm inside i know their wrong i know he is alive but i pretend to believe them so they would leave me alone. I'm 19 now in my new life, I've been recarniated twice in my life time.

After the second time my curse was broken and my true form and true self version of me has awakens. I was born a rare demon hybrid cursed at birth on my parents will and say now the curse is broken and I'm at war with myself, my demons, my phases,  my nightmares, and agonizing pain of my phases from my last and from my war with my demon that I'm still fighting to this very day.  I've been through eternal slumber for centuries in hope from the council, jury, chairmen, chairwomen and my kind that my war will be over. It was but for a short period of time then the war started again. The Grim reaper and reapers and demons now lurk in every shadow stalking me watching, waiting for the right time. The right time for what is unkown to me. Every day i see crows all over and cats where i live. Was it a sign? a sign of hope? a sign that my dad was alive still?

Is there hope for me? The questions linger but never answered. I have always tried looking for the answers but nothing. I live life with questions unaswered how i do it i couldn't tell you to be honest. But i manage and still look for answers no matter what. One day they all shall be answered and the truth shall unfold and unravel. Till that day comes i keep living in such life of questions pain, phases, flashbacks, and etc...