Rejected and a baby

Chapter 13 {Madi}

Madi^^^^^^^^^^

Danny's Prov.

{3 years later}

'Madi come on sweetie we need to get you ready for school' (pre-school)
I saw my little angle walking out of the kitchen with her little blue bowl with Cheerios in it. I laughed at her because she looked so cute with her little black pigtails and her big light sapphire eyes...

They looked just like Jakes and so did her hair you know she looks just like him but that's not a bad thing only it is for me because I miss Jake so much but I still don't know if I can go back to him just yet

I know I will have to go back sooner or later bed use the pain will be too bad, they only thing keeping me away is Madi... She's my rock.

I picked her up and took her up stairs to change her into her day clothes since it's warm outside I put her in a pink tank top that said Nike on it in lime green with cute matching sport shorts and her black Nike shoes.

Yeah she's my little sporty girlie girl, but I know she loves it. I got her in the car and all buckled up but right before I shut the door Madi said something that make me stop cold in my tracks "Mommy when can I see daddy?" I bit my lower lip I do that when I'm nervous, I said "Soon baby daddy is on vacation" her little smile faded into a small frown and in return made me frown too, I can't keep putting her though this pain of not seeing her father and thinking he is on vacation for the past 3 years, yeah this can't go on much longer but I still need time and I'm running out too fast for my liking.

She just nodded her head like does every other time she asks, and the sad part is that she don't even know what he looks like....
"Mommy what does dawddy luok like" she said in the cutest little baby talk because she sometimes can't say them right.
"Well sweetie just like you" my smile didn't fade because I was proud she looked like him I don't know why but I just do.

Then at that moment I felt a like feeling that he was close too close I mean yeah he gets so close to finding me but never does because I hide my sent that's around the house by bleaching all around the house and I know a thing or two about covering your tracks, but he was so close I bet he smelled me like I did him.

In the distance I heard a loud howl that was mixed with sadness, happiness, regret, and longing.

I don't think I can keep doing this too him it's too hard for me to keep going sometimes, like sometimes I will be in the living room when Madi is sleeping and just burst into tears.

I miss him so much but he put me though pain telling me I was nothing to him, how could he change himself I know it has been three years but sometimes that isn't long enough and not long enough for me I need time he needs time and we are running out of time I think I might not even have a whole year which scares me to death thinking that soon I will have to face what I have been running from for the past three years.

I just hope when that time comes We will be ready, but not just me and Jake but Madi too.

Madi's Pov. {YAY}

I asked mommy about daddy again but he is still on vacation sometimes I wonder what he is doing on vacation... I wish I was with him mommy says he is rwally nice but he had to have some time alone so when he comes back he can be the best daddy ever! And will have a RWALLY BIG house for us with lots of neighbors that have kids my age and that I will have lots of toys anything I want.

I rwally wish daddy would come back so that can happen.

I look at mommy with sad eyes because I know she misses daddy too because when I am sleeping I wake up to her crying and saying his name...Jake, I rwally like that name I also really love the name Jaiden too mommy says she does too and I asked her if I could have a little brother and name him that and she said maybe!

I rwally wish daddy would hurry up and come home......