December 25th, 1886Dear Lilith,
Oh my sweet Lilith,
The gates of heaven are much farther now..
Farther now than they were before.
I renounce this to you,
For you are my savior.
I want to ask for forgiveness,
Beg on my coward-es knees,
There lay a great amount of sin I have committed and much filth that reside in my heart. I first ask of thee, to forgive my lack of prayer.. and secondly, ask forgiveness for thy tainted hands. My unforgiving nature and deception. I only speak thy truth when I say it was for my own protection.
Today be a moment in history that will cry wrath for centuries on thy Queen, thy country. Tonight will not carry out thirsty, but with bitter iced tea.
Perhaps in vengeance.
Vengeance on my bastardly soul
and I shall seal it in wax.
Whether I write or speak this, my word hold blackness not. For you are my mother and I deceit my Mother never. The willingness I bring to thee to repent for my sins is vast.. such as the ocean blue.
I beg of the thousand Suns and Moons.
Guide me evermore.
To have pity on me.
Mercy on me.
For I love myself,
Like I love my Mother.Blessed Be.
"You are always forgiven, My Lady [Y/n]."
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