October First

Eleventh

*credits to the rightful owner of the song,audio and video.

I feel so much tired.But these photos from earlier makes me feel better.Everything feels surreal.

He sent me the pictures from every ride we've been.Every good view,we took photos,and every good moments,we never let it leave the camera.

I made sure that this day wouldn't end without me talking to God.I owe him a lot.

Hours,days,weeks have passed,but our love didn't.We spent the halloween together with my family and his mother.I also get a chance to visit their house.It's quite huge for just the two of them.

Jazz told me that he got the best Mom.Even though she's alone raising him,she still managed to give him a good life,not just a good life,but a wealthy one.

They're quite rich.His Mom managed a perfume shop that has many branches and counting.Since Papa decided to stay here in the Philippines for good,he arranged things with Tita so that they will be business partners,since Papa saved up a lot from working abroad as a head of the company.He really wanted to do business.

My parents are working on things for buying a town house.They're also planning to renovate our house.They're helping each other.

From the time that we're slowly getting to know each other and our families,I found out that Tita has a huge circle.Well,business.Mama and Papa has to know them,especially now that Tita's planning to corporate her business.

We're happy.We do have some small quarrel but that just makes me fell for him more.He pretty knows how to handle things properly.Maybe he learn that while taking care of his Mom in the process.He's quite mature in handling things.He never fails to amaze me,which he doesn't have to.

We're both busy studying,our grades were good but we still strive hard to get some achievements,it's the least we can do for our parents for now.We're busy reaching our dreams,but he never fails to make time for me,for us.And I'm also doing my best to give back,not just for the sake of giving back,but because I love him.

But things really changes as time passes.We're in the same class,but we rarely recognized each other,or at least that's just him.I cooked for our lunch which I started doing since our first month together.

It's just the least thing I can do to show my appreciation to him,but this last fews weeks,he never fails...he never fails to give an excuse just not to eat what I cooked for him.He says his busy to even eat,I understand that.But he came up with an excuse such as,he needs to go somewhere during lunch which he says it's business matters.

I checked up the business through my parents but it seems like there's nothing to worry about.I kinda doubted why he even need to go out of the campus during class hours,well it's break time.Anyways,I still believe that he has things to do.

I've been so understanding with his every excuses,which sometimes I found untrue.I sometimes cry on my bed thinking that we're having the same things in school but I can still managed to do my part in our relationship.But at the end of the day,I still got something to say to myself,probably taking his side.

I'm not 'self-proclaiming' myself,but I know I've done too much than I ever think I would,especially with the thought that this is my first ever relationship.No flings,no m.u's,no experience at all.

Today,I'm on my way to his house,with my family.Both sides agreed that we will celebrate Christmas to their house.We will just welcome Christmas and wait till we get tired before going home.

Tita welcome us with a sweet smile,she can really let her visitors feel that they are very welcome.We help in arranging the foods at their backyard.