My Ài Story

KABANATA 4

Kabanata 4

"It's ok, I'm happy for the both of you, congratulations." She said coldly.

Fuck! I tried to habol her but, she's too fast to go in her room, and when I try to open her door, it was locked.

"Hey, Zyxna, please talk to me, it's not what you're thinking, we didn't mean to kiss, it was just an accident, please talk to me..." I said na kumakatok ng paulit-ulit, nangingilid na ang mga luha.

"I told you it's ok, you don't need to be sorry, and so what if you have a relationship with him? I don't have the right to be mad." She shouted behind her door.

"No! I know you're not fine with this, I know you! I know that you have feelings for him, for Macz." I shouted back, my tears start to fall down, damn it.

"Yes I do, I do have fucking feelings for him! But does that make sense now? No right? 'Cause the two of you have a thing already! And I fucking respect that since you're my twin sister! And, and h-he's just my crush. Crush Caryx it's neither love nor lust." She said at narinig ko siyang humagulgol. Shutakels pakinggan mo muna kasi akong tipaklong ka, ang advance mag-isip, you're nakakabwiset ah.

"Fuck, just open this damn door and I'll fucking explain it to you!" I said, trying to open her door.

"What I saw is enough, and I told you I'm fine, so please leave me alone, I need to rest, and I want to sleep." She said calmly.

"No please, listen to me first, I-"

She opened her door "I told you I want to rest and sleep, so please leave me alone! I'm tired, Caryx please." She said annoyed and closed her door ng pabagsak.

"Anak, go first to your room, take a rest as well, hayaan mo na munang lumamig ang kaniyang ulo." Napalingon ako, it was Dad.

Tumango ako at niyakap siya agad. "Dad, di ko naman po s-sinasadya na m-mahalikan si M-Macz, it's was just an accident, natapilok lang po ako tapos tapos..." hindi ko na maituloy ang aking sinasabi, tuluyan na akong napaiyak hanggang sa humagulgol na ako sa chest ni Dad. Tumango tango siya at sinusubukan akong pakalmahin.

Inalis ni Dad ang aking mukha sa kanyang dibdib at hinarap ito sa kaniya "Hush, I believe you, ok? But, I'm not Zyxna, I'm not the one who saw what happened a while ago, so let's face the fact that maybe she's hurt, just calm down first, alright? Both of you are my daughter, I don't want you to think na kinakampihan ko siya, pero alam naman nating pareho na patay na patay 'yang kakambal mo sa lalaking yun, kaya hindi mo maaalis sa kaniya ang magselos at masaktan kahit hindi niya 'man ito sabihin. Huwag kang mag-alala, tomorrow I'll make sure both of you will talk. O siya, sige na at matulog ka na muna, you also need to rest." He said and kissed me on my forehead.

"Thank you Dad, I'm glad that my old caring and lovable father is here again." I said smiling, that's true I'm really glad, I've waited for a very long time na mangyari ulit ito.

Tumango siya at hinatid ako sa aking kwarto, nang bubuksan ko na ang pinto ng aking kwarto ay nagsalita siya kaya nilingon ko sya. "I'm also thankful that you didn't give up on me even though I gave you a very hard time for the past years, I promise, I'll repay all my shortcomings." He said pinipigilang maluha. I just hugged him and say good night.

Pagkapasok ko sa aking kwarto ay hindi ako mapanatag, I know it's my fault, dapat simula pa lang iniwasan at nilayuan ko na si Macz, edi sana Zyxna and I are still in good terms. We never fought like this. I just really hope that she'll listen to my explanation, na it's not what she's thinking.