His unhealed heart

Chapter 5

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Bhoomi

It was around 11pm when we had reached my grandma house. I was glad that I had got food for filling my stomach and had a sweet sleep and I was feeling relax but this relaxation made me sleep up to 10 am. Well this had happened after so many years. This used to happen when I was in school. Sometime I would wake up at 11am as well and missed the class. Those days are very precious to me and I will always remember and cherish them. But I don't think that I have to spend my whole day in this bed only. I quickly come out of my bed and took a shower. It was a great and soothing shower. Then I come out and got dressed and was ready to go down and fill my stomach which was growling for food by now. I quickly went downstairs and touched my grandmother feet first and she blessed me and then I sat for the food.

"I guess you have sleep well." My grandma said and I nodded with smile and she smiled too.

"She must have slept well as it is already lunch time." My mom said more like she teased me and after that she chuckled on her own.

"Good morning sweetheart." I heard my dad voice and I smiled and he kissed on my forehead and sat beside me.

"Good morning Papa" I said cheerfully.

"In few minutes it will be afternoon."My mom again said. My mother like to pull my legs again and again and sometime it irritates me but I know that without her my life is colorless and she is the color of both my and my father's life and I hope that this color never goes away from our life.

"Where have you lost?" She asked and I shook my head and she chuckled and after more few minutes I got my late breakfast as well as lunch and I dig in like I haven't eat for several days. "Slow down or else you will choke on your food." She added and I did slow down or else I know that I would definitely choke on my food. After that I went to my room and then to balcony. Wind was quite cool but still was warm for me and I was looking at the street where the kids were running. They are very energetic that they have the time to go around and play in this sunny day. I also miss those day when I used to go out and play all day. Those were the golden days but right now I am worrying about one person only and that is Ashish who heart is hurt by me. I wish that I heard what he wanted to explain then we would be together right now and I regret it that, that day I left him with and before leaving him I had said those cruel words which must have injured his broken her more.

He had a unhealed heart which should be heal now. I can't let him suffer more just because of my stupid decision in past. I wish that this two month to end so that I could go back to Punjab and meet him and would try to stick with him. I won't let him go this time. He is a precious gem in my life. I turned to my left and found someone standing and then I looked away but when I realized that I person was very much familiar I looked back but he wasn't there. I don't think that it was an imagination. I am sure that the person was familiar and maybe I know who was that person was. I shook my head. How can he be here? He must be in Punjab and doing a new mission, how come he will be over here? That was the time when I saw the same person coming out of that house and I could say who that was. For a moment I was froze over there. Is he for real or my imagination. I rubbed my eyes and next moment he was gone. Maybe I am thinking about him a lot that is why I am dreaming that he is over here. I should not dream like this. Though I want him over here but I can't. I sighed.

I went back and sat on the bed and opened my laptop. I was checking if any Email I have received. I hope that soon I could enter any company and could show my inner artist to world.  I really am interested in those thing and want to be a great artist. But I was having no email, so I closed it and took some white paper and pencil and started to draw my imagination on that blank paper and when I was finished, I smiled because I had drew Ashish. He was in my mind from last many hours and getting him off my mind is looking impossible and here my mind had draw him on the paper.

My parents doesn't know that we were in relationship as we had thought that after we complete our study we will introduce ourselves as couple but unfortunately that day never came in my life and that too because of my fault. I don't know if Ashish considers me as guilty or not but suddenly I remember his words when I told him to move on from our past.

"Move on." He said and stand in front of me." Move on. Huh? You always think practical. You never ever cared what I was when you left me and you are asking me to move on. I am not that cheap person who had moved on after the six month of the break up and that too directly on marriage." He added

I really have broken him, I don't know how I will fix this but I want him and I think that I will be able to heal his heart which was broken be me only