Fallen For Who?

Thank you

"They were there." I sat down and sighed. I knew this void all too well. "I will admit, this wasn't my best plan. To come back to America and kill myself?" I chuckled. "A suicidal fuc-" I paused. "Pretty girl don't use language like that. I'm a suicidal maniac."

I sighed. "Was it selfish? I wanted to be with my family again, yet I knew the consequences on leaving them." I wanted to ask my father and mother for advise, but I don't feel them anymore. "They're together after so long, I should leave them to it."

I looked at my hand and arms. "Clean as a whistle. Even my chest." I lied down and smiled, going through each of my memories.

"I really turned into the bad guy. I was so driven to bring dad back that I was losing sight of who I had still. I stopped taking my medicine just so I could see dad. I was blinded." I frowned. "If I ever get to see Chloe, Adrien and Felix again just one last time I'd be happy."

I smiled. "Josh and Gabriel too." I thought about what Gabriel was doing for my mother. "He really did become a good friend of hers, I'm sure my father is thanking you a million times a day." I began to cry. "I hope you both can rest in peace, and if I die then I hope you can forgive me. But if I live I hope you both can continue to watch over me."

I reached my hand to the bright light. "This is it." My body felt a huge jolt rush through my veins. "Clear!" Again it happened and my eyes shot open. "She's woke! She's finally woke!" I squint my eyes to see a couple of doctors. "Do you know your name?" "[First Last Name]." I replied in a haze.

He smiled and thanked god. "We're going to do a few test on you and then you can see your visitors." I nod my head as they did a lot of different things on me. They said I've been here for two months. It didn't feel like that I thought it was still the same day they found me.

"Okay, Miss [Last] I'll let your guest come in now." After he left Adrien, Felix and Chloe came bursting through the door with tears in there eyes. In the moment I felt so much guilt. "I'm so sorry." They stopped. "As long as you're okay." Chloe hugged me then the two boys.

"They said luckily the knife didn't go far or things would've been bad. And your left hand, can you move it like normal?" Felix asked and I tried it out. "Yeah I can." He smiled. "That's good." I didn't really know what to say. "I heard it's been two months." I tell them.

"Yeah but you're better now and we can go home soon." Adrien perked up. I smiled. "That's true." I put them through hell for so long. "Thank you very much." I smiled. "Thank you for saving me." I gripped the covers as my eyes were watering up. Adrien grabs my hands. "I told you we would save you."

Felix hits my head despite me beating the dead. "Don't ever try to do something like this again. And take your medicine." I rubbed my head and agreed. "I promise." That's when I saw my mom and dad behind them, watching me and smiling. "We'll always be watching over you sweetheart." My mom blew me a kiss.

"Live for us, that's all we want for you. We're happy now, so we want you to take a look at who's in front of you and live for them. Okay?" My dad said. With tears in my eyes I give them my best smile. " I will, I love you both so much." In sync they both say they love me and disappeared.

"We're gonna go to your house and pack up everything. I'll let Stanly know you're okay." Felix informs me. "Tell him I'm very sorry." He nods and the trio left. I lied down for the time being thinking about everything.

"This is just part of life." I smiled.

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It's been three weeks since I woke up and now I'm able to go home. I thanked the hospital, Stanly and the other house workers before leaving back to Paris. On Chloe's dad plane we all took that time to relax but of course we joked around and mess with Felix.

Once everything was settled we held a funeral for my mother, and seeing everyone was nice. My father's side of the family and my mother's side told me if I ever need them give them a call. I of course didn't deny the offer.

Felix decided to continue to live with me so he could make sure I took my medicine. When we arrived home he went straight to my mattress and got the bag from under there, yelling at me in the process. Adrien stays the night occasionally but since his dad is back he can't just live here like before.

Since we were gone for a while we had tons of school work to do which meant we were falling behind. I was surprised by the class, they were pretty happy when we walked through the classroom. Trapping us in hugs and tears.

Most of them also came to my mother's funeral too. Alya and I also decided to stop with the petty drama and decided to try on becoming friends. Max though, I can't say the same for him. He really does just hates me.

Adrien also took me to Master Fu, and to my surprise Marinette was there but not as Ladybug. Turns out they revealed themselves to each other a while back. Fu gave me the choice to keep Nooroo, but I told him no since Nooroo deserves to be with his family. Though I said I'd visit him a lot so he doesn't forget me.

Since the world found out that Adrien and I were dating it's been hectic. We have to do so many photoshoots, interviews and runways. Though it isn't so bad since we do get to spend a lot of time together. I wish I would've pushed that hatred down when I moved him. Since I really never stopped loving him.

A lot has happened since I first came to Paris with my mom. I always thought moving here wasn't the right choice, but my mom is always correct. "Thank you for being there for my mother Gabriel." He was helping me move some of my mother's things around.

"We were great friends, of course I'd be there for her in that moment." I smiled. "Did you know I was planning on using the miraculous for myself?" He puts the box down and nod. "Yeah, I figured you'd try to if you found out. I had to take that risk though. I mean how could I had stopped you if you accomplished what I couldn't."

I guess I underestimated him. "Losing someone is just part of life, but how you choose to go about it is your choice." After he finished he left back home and I collapsed on my bed.

I smiled while looking at my ceiling. "Moving here wasn't so bad either mom." I played with the bracelet thinking about all the good moments. "I'm really happy now, thank you."

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Another Miraculous book completed! Yayyy!! Thank you for all the support, likes and comments everyone had gave. I do plan on making one more miraculous book so look out for that one in the future. Bye guys.