The secret feeling

What ever

Nash's pov

Cam seemed pissed. Things have gotten out of hand lately with y/n gone and all. I get there in love with her and she doesn't want to break up our family or change our relationship but her leaving just makes everything worse. Ever since we met her everything and everyone changed. We're not the same she didn't want to change us or whatever but she did. I wouldn't say I liked her I mean she nice and whatever she can just be selfish. Cam was God knows were and Matt and gilinsky went to find Adam. I text Johnson to come over.

20 minutes later Johnson walked in and plopped himself next to me."what's wrong?" He asked "what do you mean?" I asked pretending I was okay "come on man I know when something's bugging you just spit it out" he said "it's just....y/n left and the guys have been losing it and she said she didn't want to hurt them or fuck this family up but what did she do? She left. Just by her leaving fucked yo everything. Just an hour without her the guys lose it. She Wasn't thinking about the boys when she left she was think about herself. She didn't want to deal with the heartbreak. Do you think she actually cares is they get hurt? Maybe but she mostly cares about how it's going to affect her she didn't want to get hurt. She doesn't give a fuck about them. She says she loves them but she's with Adam. She was dating Adams and she fucked gilinsky and she was making out with Matt. Like what the fuck your dating someone and leading them on while your hooking up with two other guys who are Madly In love with you?....... She didn't want to fuck up this family but she did anyway" I half yelled just thinking about how much she's hurting they boys my family just pisses me off

"I totally get were your coming from Nash I do but I mean she has no idea what to do or what's best for her or the guys. She's never been in this situation before but I do agree she's handling this completely wrong and what she's doing isn't right to the boys or anyone one for that matter. And I know what happen between you and her and her acting like it was nothing is a bitchy move (oh shit plot twist) and i know that you hate her for that and for screwing up this family and what we had. But Nash I'm not saying I'm on her side but come on man all the stuff that's going on is hard in all four of them." He said facing me I don't know why but they really ticked me off "whatever man I never should of told you" I said walking away "look man you came to me alright don't be an asswhole to me I'm just trying to help alright" he said getting off the couch "help? You think your helping with this situation Your not--" "WELL NEITHER ARE YOU ALL YIUR DOING IS WHINNING BECAUSE SHES IN LOVE WITH MATT AND GILINSKY AND NOT YOU" he yelled. It was quiet for a while "get out" I said not looking at him "nash I'm sor--" "I said get out!" He did. Everything was just turning to shit now huh.