Diana

FOUR - A Song for Me

Life is unpredictable for everyone, at times. But for me it's quite often. My heart was always on the path of something good whereas my mind was a barrier on that path. I was on the verge of being someone better, by just following my heart. But now my heart is not on my side anymore.

This concert was what I needed the most. These moments can never be brought back just as how my real self cannot be brought back. Tears raced down my cheek as my phone made another buzzing sound. I wiped them as soon as Kiara turned towards me. "Diana, that was a lovely performance of Story of my Life, right?" Kiara asked, interrupting my chain of thoughts. I cleared my throat before replying, "Yeah, it was awesome." "I am feeling suffocated, in need of fresh air. I'll be back" I told her and walked my way through the fans.

Actually, my excessive thoughts were the one suffocating me, not the limited air. I entered a hallway surrounding a part of the perimeter of the arena. It was empty, why would anyone be out here when One Direction is performing their first concert after years, I thought. The music was paused, meaning the boys are interacting with the fans. As I turned around, I noticed that the stage was at a hundred metres distance and a glass wall separated me from the arena. A row of seats was against the glass wall, I sat on one of them looking behind at the stage. "How happy are you right now, on the scale of 1 to 10" Harry pointed the mic to a girl in the first row. She replied, "A hundred." "Can I answer that Harold?"Niall asked and continued "I feel like infinity....infinity....oh infinity. You see what I did there, huh?" he chuckled. "We are left with only three songs- Infinity, Through the Dark and Best Song Ever, guys. Here is 'Infinity'" Zayn said. Niall began singing

Down to earth

Keep 'em falling when I know it hurts

Going faster than a million miles an hour

Trying to catch my breath some way, somehow

Down to earth

It's like I'm frozen, but the world still turns

Stuck in motion, but the wheels keep spinning 'round

Moving in reverse with no way out

This first verse expressed my true feeling perfectly. I sense the same, I'm falling, real hard and it's difficult to catch my breath signifying keeping up with my life. All my life, I listened to their songs on music apps and now I'm listening to it live. I feel a temporary pleasure in my heart, only a temporary one.

I am emotionally bruised and immersed in evil thoughts. I took a bottle of water and splashed the water on my face trying to wash away the bitterness but couldn't.

Startled by the audience screams, I went back to my seat. All of them were driven crazy. Louis stood at the middle of the stage with the others on either side, singing the song 'Diana'. Wait, why is he singing the chorus when it should be sung by all of them.

I wanna reach out for you

I wanna break these walls

I speak a different language but I still hear you call

Diana, let me be the one to

Light a fire inside those eyes

You've been lonely, I didn't even know you

But I can feel you crying

Diana, let me be the one to

Lift your heart up and save your life

I don't think you even realize

Baby, you'll be saving mine

Why does this feel as if he's addressing me? Is it true or am I overthinking? I don't know. The crowd screamed when he changed the lyrics from 'You've been lonely, you don't even know me' to 'You've been lonely, I didn't even know you.' Yes, he didn't know me until we met a few days ago. Does this mean he did it on purpose for ME? My already filled mind was overfilled with these questions.

Someone called me, this time for real not through a song's lyrics. A guy with a security guard's outfit stood at the door to the arena, he said, "Hey Diana. I am Noah" "Hello Noah" I replied in response. "Could you please follow me to the other end of the hallway?" he asked politely. "May I know the reason?" I asked gently. He replied, "Well, you are asked to come backstage by Louis. Would you like to come." "Yeah, sure"I followed him blindly. Why would anyone lose this opportunity? Though I am undergoing a lot, a hint of excitement and love is always there for my idols.

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A/N - This is not only my first fanfic but also the first story I have ever written. Please comment, I would love to know how y'all feel about it. Share it with your friends too=)

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