In love or to be loved?

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After i came back to my normal state, i apologized to louis

"Can you come with me to Harry's room" he said still calmly and quietly, "yeah,sure louis"

It was already 9 In the night by then, i texted Janice that I'd be coming home late, and she just left that on seen

We reached his room not far away from the tour bus, he left the door open,we knocked but there was no response, then louis was just impatient so he just opened the door, and grabbed my hand and we went inside

We saw harry sleeping on the couch, with the tv switched on and him hugging the pillow with all his strength

Louis said without no strength at all in his voice "it's okay hell wake up in another hour, well just wait" "okay yeah" i said

Louis went into the bedroom, while i near the dining area to get some water

Louis called me and asked me to come inside the room, he sat next to me and held my hand and said

Avari, this might sound scary but please listen to me, the reason simon asked you to do all of this is because he wants to show the world that were straight, thats the reason why he's sending out those fake articles, making us do stuff intentionally, "so he sent out that article today morning?" I asked nervously

"Yeah, he's going send out more today too, thats the reason i told you to go away, if you did then he would've found someone else, and it would be a long process again

"Now, when harry wakes up do not tell him about any of this, just make him believe that you fell in love with him" cause he would never want to play the drama like i do"

"Drama-, like what i don't understa-", simon did the same thing for me too likes he doing now for you and harry

"Her name is eleanor, she has two more identical sisters, simon chose her so whenever one of them is not there, he could use the other one for publicity, their dad is simons friend, and probably simon threatened them too I dont know about that"

At that moment, I realized how their perfect lifes weren't perfect at all, louis stayed calm for the rest of the ten minutes he was still holding my hand and he closed his eyes and fell asleep on my shoulder

The thing that was making me go mad was the fact that they couldn't be themselves, near the people they care and love for, even though I've never really been in love,or even had people that care for me except louis until now it just felt really sad

I could literally tell how much pain louis was going through by the tiredness in his voice, yet he still kept smiling these two whole years

Louis's pov:

As i stopped talking i just closed my eyes and fell on her shoulder, she maybe thought i was sleeping, but I couldn't the fact that I couldn't hold harry like this was killing me

Even though me and knew we would fight this, we just couldn't control ourselves which led to us being what we are today, maybe if both of us were like zayn and liam then none of this would've happened

Avari really seems to understand me, she's probably the first girl that i met who beautiful inside out, she wasn't bugging me or asking me so much, she realized that this was a big problem, and she had to get all of us out

I still remember the first time we met, backstage i really thought she was just another girl just like my old school people who just came to me cause i was now in a boy band and was "famous" but she wasn't and that gave me hope

"Loud thud"

"did you hear that"avari said "yeah",i got up still holding her hand

Avari's pov:

We both ran into the main hall, as we found harry down on the floor, and him trying to wake up

Louis walked up to him fast and helped him get up, harry was still a bit drowsy and half naked and that wasn't the biggest problem here

Louis gave him some water, and after 5 minutes he came back to his normal state, he was really surprised when he saw me there

Louis introduced me to harry as his friend and told him that I would be traveling with them for the next 5 days of tour

Now my mind went completely blank, I would be traveling with them , with all of them and after 5 days I should confess my fake love to harry and date him while he thinks I actually love him

This was all too much to even think of, "so how do you like our place already" harry asked

'Pretty nice" I told him

"Can you go back to the tour bus, Well meet you there" Louis said

"Yeah, sure bye" I said

My mind was still holding on to why louis said if we were like Liam and Zayn maybe we wouldn't have been like this today, was he saying that they were controlling themselves so nobody had a doubt so they don't need to have all of this drama, or was he saying that they were best friends so they didn't have any of the drama at the first place at all

I really overthink a lot I said to myself

And as I reached the tour bus, I just went up to the the couch as before and sat there, don't know when I fell asleep but I did

Louis's pov:

As me and harry reached the bus and opened the door we saw avari leaning to the wall of the bus asleep

We didn't want to disturb her so we just went with our way, harry didn't know any of this, neither did Zayn Liam nor Niall

And I wasn't ready to tell any of them, if harry knows that he has to act the same way I do even though he thinks I love Eleanor when I love him

Zayn Liam and Niall joined the bus too and then we started going to our next concert area for tomorrow

Three of them asked me about why avari was here and I told them the same lie I told harry about

It was really hard lying to them, but I had to save harry, I had to save our band

All of them had fallen asleep, I couldn't, how could I ,I went back to the main place where avari was still sleeping in the same position

She really was tired, I told myself

I wanted to put her to the bed but thought that she'd wake up so didn't risk but couldn't let her sleep alone there she was already really guilty

I sat next to her and was just thinking about how and when we'll get out of this mess and when I can be with harry

And then I fell asleep I don't know when but I did



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