I'll help you (depressed Bakugo x Deku)

A normal day, or not?

Bakugo's POV.

I decided to ask Deku of what happened with Shigaraki. I knew this was a hard topic for him, but I have to know.

Bakugo: hey, Deku, I know this is a hard topic, but I need you to tell me what handy man did to you

He went quiet for a while. I decided to give him the time he needs.

Izuku: well...when you left...he pulled me in an empty corridor....then he slammed me into a wall and asked...if I built a relationship with you...then he told me that if I told anyone he would beat me up....

I was mad as hell. I guess this really had everything to do with me.

Bakugo: that little shit! I'll fucking kill him!

Izuku: ...he wanted to do that because of getting revenge...

Revenge? But on who? Perhaps it really was me he's after. I just have to make sure. If it's me I'll have to keep a really close eye on him. Handy man won't hesitate to do something the moment someone lowers their guard.

Bakugo: on who did he want revenge?

Izuku: ....you

Guess I was right. I should be careful from now on. I have no clue what he will pull off to get his way. He did kill someone before and I'm sure he won't hesitate to do it again.

I just had to go and pick a fight with that idiot 3 fucking months ago! I'm so fucking stupid! Guess it came back to bite me. I am surely fucked if Dabi or other of his friends get involved.

Well no going back now. I'll have to do something about it. This whole thing already is getting me mad. I swear I will beat his sorry ass!

When I looked at Deku I couldn't help, but calm down a bit. I knew I had to comfort him somehow. Would a hug do? I guess I'll try it. It's been so long I can't even properly remember how it feels. Oh well, no time to waste on things like that. I went up to him and hugged him.

Bakugo: you deserve that just this once

Izuku's POV.

When Kachan suddenly hugged me, I felt safe. For some reason he's presence next to me gave me comfort. I guess I really fell for him. Fell for him hard.

While I was in my own thoughs I noticed Kachan texting someone. Probably Kirishima. He did say he would update him on my state. I didn't mind. I just wanted to stay in Kachan's arms forever.

I started to slowly snuggle into Kachan's chest. He was warm. It gave me comfort. In the end I decided to ask him something.

Izuku: what is going to happen to him?...

By him I meant Shigaraki. Kachan looked at me and then though for a bit before answering.

Bakugo: I don't know, but he'll probably get in a lot of trouble

Izuku: ....can we stay like this?

The moment that question left, I regreted it. There's no way he would agree. What was I thinking? Oh god, how do I avoid this?

Bakugo: fine, nerd

Wait what? He actually agreed?! And when he said that he actually ruffled my hair gently?! Was I dreaming? Maybe he's just in a good mood? Well I don't mind. To be honest, I'm happy he agreed to it.

After a while, precisely at lunch break Kirishima burst in our room. He looked at us just cuddling, but didn't say anything about it. Who knew what he was thinking. In the end I'm glad he didn't.

Kirishima: hey, guys, group meeting

Izuku: should we go?

I decided to ask Kachan. I didn't want to go alone so if Kachan doesn't go I won't go either.

Bakugo: if you want to

Izuku: as long as you're with me I'll go

Bakugo: I'll be with you all the time

It made me happy. He looked calm enough. I just hope Toga and him won't get in a fight again. I'm sure if Toga knew of his home life she would feel bad of judging him. As for now I can't tell anyone anymore. I'm sure Kachan will tell them when he's ready. I was stuck in deep though until I noticed we were already there.

Toga: hey, angry pomeranian, how is Izu doing?

Bakugo: OH SHUT UP! He's fine as long as he isn't alone. Anyway, did shitty hair tell you the details?

Uraraka: he did...

Jenna: that's also another reason why I despise him

Bakugo: whatever. Vampire, just beat his ass from my side. I can't leave Deku alone

Toga: you bet I will!

Kachan seems to be warming up to my friends. I'm glad. He needs to realize that it's ok to rely on friends.

Jenna: honestly, I would do the same, but I can't fight to defend my life

Bakugo: no kidding

Uraraka: oh, by the way, mrs. Midnight said she can't do anything without proof...

And that's when Toga gets mad.

Toga: WHAT?!

Bakugo: I'M GOING TO MURDER HIM!!

For some reason the yelling scared me. It didn't go unnoticed.

Jenna: dude, you're scarying Deku! Be more quiet!

When Jenna said that Kachan hugged me. I didn't hesitate to hug him back. He really needed a hug to. For some reason he went quiet and looked kinda sad? Or guilty? I couldn't tell what he was thinking about. Was he blaming himself? I couldn't tell. Others didn't seem to notice it at all. I guess when it comes to hiding his feelings Kachan is good at that.

Kirishima: love birds

Jenna: they should get a room

That didn't go past Kachan. As much as he seemed out of it he didn't hold back yelling at them both.

Bakugo: do you wanna die or something?!

Jenna: I wanna spare my life. I haven't got my first kiss yet, thank you very much

Kachan just glared at her, but didn't do anything. By the end of their conversation I was already deep in thought.

Izuku: what if I see him?...

I started mumbling things and thinking out loud without noticing.

Kirishima: damn, is he overthinking things?

Jenna: he tempts to do that a lot...

Kirishima: that's crazy

Jenna: that's him, but I don't judge it. Mainly because I overthink a lot to

Toga: and that's mostly about food

Jenna: are you serious? I mean she isn't wrong

Kirishima: it's alright

Bakugo's POV.

While they were in their own conversation I was stuck in my own head. Why do I keep messing up at everything I do? The only thing I know how to do is cooking. My grades are shit. My own mother hates me. I swear to god or satan or  whatever that I'll get back at the person who made my life go downhill. I gotta hide it all from them. Especially Deku. He can't know all the other things. The whole story of my family life. I got snapped out of my thoughs when Uraraka told Toga to beat up handy man and that she will help her. Geez what did I miss?

And right there and now the handy man decided to show up. He just knows when we talk about him. Guess he won't leave us alone.