I had dreams, they were clouds in my coffee

Special Chapter

"Are you sure you can do this?" I look at Mew feeling his hand shake into mine "We can go back, it's not too late" he keeps a straight face looking forward but I can still see he's biting his lip nervously "You don't have tp do thia for me, you know.." his eyes close and he takes a deep breath before taking a step forward to follow the line that was moving. "But I want to. For you and for me"

We're in line at the gate, ready to take a flight to Maldives, for our honeymoon. I insisted on going nearer by car o train but Mew wanted to do this. One day he came home with a big smile and two tickets in his hands "We're going to Maldives babe!" he said cheerfully and at first I jumped and hugged him, after a second I realized we had a big problem and my glance must have told him that cause he rushed to reassure me "It's fine, with you by my side I can do this". These were his words and after that I tried to ask him again to make sure he was okay and wasn't pushing himself but he insisted on let him do it.

We're getting closer to the plane and I can see Mew getting more and more anxious, if it was me I wouldn't have done it, after such a traumatic experience I'd never want to see an airplane ever again, but he's strong and determined and he loved flying after all, that's why he became a pilot. He told me the story of his dream and how it made him so happy to fly above the clouds and looking at the ground below, the view was always so breathtaking and he loved it more than anything, but after what happened he was devastated, he had panic attacks whenever he saw a plane, even in photos, and although gradually the fear reduced he was still to shocked to fly again. "We're almost in" the trembling voice of my husband is enough for me to ask the people behind us to please go first, I know he's more talking to himself than me but I don't want him to have an attack now "Mew, look at me" his eyes shifted to my face and he wasn't smiling, wasn't crying, he had a blank face where I couldn't see any emotion. I caress his cheek gently and he closes the eyes and lets out a breath "I'll ask you for the last time, and if your answer is still yes we'll take this plane and take off, we won't go back after getting in, but I promise I'll hold your hand the whole time, not letting go even if I get cramps, I have to go to the bathroom or you tell me I can. I won't let go of it because I want you to feel safe, but if it isn't enough, if you think it'll still be too hard I don't want to do it, I swear I won't be disappointed. For me it's even amazing you get til here. So let me ask you: Are you sure you're ready?".

His hand that until now were still on his side holds mine on his cheek and squeezes it, a sweet smile appears on his face and he plants a kiss on my forehead " I am. But you promised, not letting go of my hand!" he interviews our fingers and smiles proudly at our joined hands "I can do this because you're with me". I'm not sure if he said that to confort me or himself but seeing hia determination and how he's not trembling anymore I walk with him to the next step.

As I promised I held his hand through the whole flight, after the first minutes he was a little anxious and shaking it got better and he lost himself looking outside the windows while I ended up sleeping the whole time. We arrived at the hotel tired as ever, all the tension for the flight was gone and we didn't say anything until we reached our room. We just got into the hotel room and it's the most magnificent place I've ever seen, the white bed has white elegant curtains surrounding it and it's full of rose petals, there's a big chandelier hanging from the ceiling that illuminates the place, it's already dark outside but I can see from the window that covers a whole wall the greenery outside while a mild sea breeze enters from the opened door window on the opposite side. I'm busy looking at the view to hear Mew's footsteps behind me but I immediately feel his breath on my neck and his hands on my hips "Thank you for today, you don't know how much it meant to me" I try to turn around to face him but he hardens the grip on my body to hold me in place "Before meeting you I'd never imagined I could've done it, only thinking about it gave me nightmares and anxiety. I know it wasn't easy for you either, I know you were worried and I'm glad. I'm so thankful to have you, I'm sorry if I made you worry but from now on you don't need to be anymore." he leaves a kiss behind my ear " You're the best thing that happened in my life, I still don't know what I did to deserve you but it must've been something pretty amazing" he circles my waist and kisses my shoulder "Today you helped me conquering my fear and tonight I'll hold you to make you feel how grateful I am to have you"

His kisses intensify, rather than sweet pecks they get harder, he alternates them with bites on my neck and shoulders, I let out a whimper and he turns my head to kiss me. I missed his mouth so much, it was just a few hours since we last kissed but I'm so addicted to his lips nowadays. He slips his hands under my shirt and pulls it up to throw it away, he removes his shirt too so his bare chest pushes on my back, he makes me walk a few steps towards the window so that I have to place my hands in front to prevent crashing on it. He tucks a hand in my pants and boxers and slides them down easily, I'm already hard because of his touch and kisses and he maks a grunt to approve, he disappears for a few seconds and I feel him, now totally naked, between my legs. He joins both of my hands on the window placing his above "Don't move" he whispers gently before pushing a finger inside me and kissing me to keep down my voice. We already did it a hundred times probably but I'm still as sensible as the first time. He takes his time to prepare me but not too much that I have to beg him as it happened other times, he can't wait too long either and innone swift thrust he's buried deep in me.

Surprisee! I wanted to write this for some time now, actually since I finished the story I thought the ending was missing something so I decided to do a special chapter. I missed writing this and it was really fun, I hope you enjoyed it ❤️