slight confession

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and i look up i see a tear roll down his cheek and i wipe it away "hey bokuto please dont cry i-" he grabbed my hand as he cut me off "h-how could you say those thing y/n even if i didnt like you that doesnt excuse it" he let go of my hand and back up slightly "i didnt mean it im just not good with questions like that and i didnt like hoe coach was saying it honestly i didnt mean it" i looked away i dint was see how upset or mad he was with me it would break my heart and its already fragile "r-really?" he said and his voice cracked which made my heart jump and i couldnt hold back my tears anymore "i promise i didnt mean it bokuto-san" ive only ever called him bokuto san when im upset, after i said that he walked off and i wanted to chase after him but i know he needed his space so i stayed outside and looked in and saw coach hugging bokuto, did i push him away that much? i knew i pushed him away in the past but he understood, well kinda he thought it was because we moved school and i already lost some friends but it was because i was catching feelings and i didnt wanna ruin anything or get my heart broken but i think i broke both our hearts instead.

i was sat outside most of practice till kiyoko came out and sat next to me "hey how are you?" i look up at her still crying "ive lost him havent i?" she put her arm around me and pulled me closer "not for forever, he will understand soon, he knows you didnt mean it but maybe you should tell him why you dont mean it" she rubbed my arm and i looked up at her "you mean tell him i like him?" my voice cracked because i didnt wanna tell him yet and especially not like this "it might help if not at least he will know and you wont live a life of regret" i wipe my face and stand up an go to walk in but i cant see him thats when i see akashi calling me over so i walk in and walk over to him "whats up akashi" he looks at me and stands there before hugging me "you ok y/n i saw bokuto walking off crying and you didnt come in" he let go and put his ands on my shoulders and i hear people whispering "i-i messed up" i held back my tears till i hear people making kissing sounds so i turn "i dont like akashi ok i like bokuto!" i snapped and everyone just looked at me and i look back at akashi and hes smiling "took you long enough y/n" i smile lightly and walked off to find bokuto.

i couldnt find him anywhere so i walked into the room he was staying in a picked up one of his jackets and sat on his bed, i have told pretty much everyone i like bokuto so hes going find out from them or me, so i need to find him before they tell him, i want him to find out from me so i take his jacket and walk back to my room and changed into my pjs and slept in his jacket.

{thanks for all the love and support on this story, its one of my first so im glad yall like it, if you like haikyuu i have a nishinoya one and i have plans for others, comment who you wanna see next :) i also don mha, teen wolf and open to anything else, dont be afraid to dm any suggestions also sorry if these take so long to get out because i cant type them up at my dads and now im starting collage so ill try my best}       

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