April 21st
It was the first time she ever kissed me. We were sitting on a old wooden park bench talking about the future. We did that a lot. We were desperate to grow up and get away from our families, and the world. "I think I'm gunna be a prostitute. Fuck college. Fuck getting a job. Fuck everything, literally, I'll be a prostitute." She told me.
"I respect you too much to let you do that" I said to her.
"The last guy I told that to just told me to stay cheap.." She said in a faint whisper. Almost hurt. She likes to act tough but she is the most fragile thing. She always picks the guys who hurt her and it breaks my heart because she deserves everything great, her family is shitty and so is almost everything else in her life. In this moment I was realizing all these things. "Well don't listen to him. You are beautiful and extremely fascinating and deserve everything good." I proclaimed. Then bam, she planted her lips right onto to mind. I had no idea what to do. This was my first ever kiss and probably her 100th. I felt her put her arms around me and everything from there just felt right.
