The Reality

Silent Confession

I just dont know how to tell you that i actually kind of like you because I'm scared of the outcomes. I don't want to ruin our friendship, you're so great and I feel it's wrong for me to be with you if i can't completely admit my feelings for you due to my fear. I'm still empty which also seems wrong to me because what if im just being stupid and confusing lust with love ? But these are the things ill never tell you.

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Im not exactly sure how it happened or why it happened... But it did. Perhaps it was because of your amazing personality. Maybe it was the way your smile became so contagious that it always seemed to somehow make me smile too. Maybe it was your small lame jokes that made me genuinely laugh very effortlessly. Maybe it was the way your own laugh and your voice made me want to just kiss you to know what its like for your lips to feel against mine. Maybe it was the way you seemed observant and a little distant that made me want to hug you tight and stay in your arms for a long time to try to make you feel better. Or maybe it was the way that your small gestures made me think about your sweetness the whole day. So many reasons why but I'm still not sure what it was. What was it that got me to fall in love with you? But despite not knowing and being oblivious to the reason i wouldn't change the fact. Im okay with being in love with you. You're an amazing person. You're very thoughtful, caring and kind yet hilarious. I love that about you. I love that our relationship is so weird and i wouldn't change a thing about it.