I avoid my feelings after the confusion and sadness become too much to handle. I dont know what i want anymore and i want to believe i dont care but i know its the complete opposite of that. Despite knowing i still manage to hide my true feelings from myself. The reason for my indecisiveness is that i dont want to create a ridiculous fairytaled based illusion for myself but i dont want to be at a negative state either. Im everywhere, in the middle and nowhere at the same time.
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The Reality
عشوائيHere are a couple of paragraphs which describe how i feel. These are my thoughts that often occur at midnight or 3 am. Just because... why not share them..?
