I CANNOT LOSE YOU 💫🌺

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Y/N's POV
As the days passed, our dance competition was coming closer and closer. Me and kook were practicing really hard.
Also, I am jungkook's girlfriend now, everytime i say it, i get so shy ❤️

Everyone in our school was kind of shocked because i had been with Dave for so long, and moreover jungkook was a new student.

I used to be so afraid of Dave that i would not even talk to any guy. And now all of a sudden i have the "audacity" to be committed in a new relationship...that's what startled everyone.
But that's none of my business, people are free to thimk what they want to...isn't it?

I feel safe with jungkook..and most importantly he makes me happy. He is not controlling or crazily possesive. He lets me be in my own freedom.
He even brings me little flowers, unlike Dave.
I never wanted expensive gifts and all. All i wanted was to feel loved and cared for, and jungkook is making me feel everything i always wanted to feel.

But something strange has been happening. Being with jungkook sometimes reminds me of memories.....

Memories of me and him..

But how? Is that possible? I met jungkook just a month or so ago..so what is happening with my mind..

Whenever i try to remember or get deeper my head hurts really bad and i pass out...so i try my best not to think of those..
Maybe it's nothing..i am just overthinking...

or is it?

Today is 24th of August.

My mom has invited my new boyfriend...a.k.a jungkook for dinner...
I am really excited!

Also our competition is on 26th we gotta practice hard.

I was busy in my thoughts when i saw Dave enter the classroom. He did not look at me.

"Well that's unusual..fine maybe he actually left me alone...that's good " i thought.

"kook?" i turned towards him...

"yes sweetheart?" aww he always is so chessy and i love it

"nothing, just wanted to let you know that...." i said teasingly

"what??" he said with big doe eyes

"that you are cute...veryyy cute" i said and winked at him

"my baby is making me shy infront of everyone in the class...should i show you how it feels?" he said...naughtiness visible in his eyes...

He pulled me by my waist in an instance.. I put my hands on his shoulder for support..
"no Kook the teacher is going to come" i said as i could feel my cheeks getting warm and red.

He gave me a light kiss on my roght cheek "okay, baby"

TIME SKIP

"It's time! " i thought. I went back home excited because jungkook would be there for dinner.

I got freshened up, wore a cute little dress, hoop earrings and a shiny bracelet, finally finished my look with a little perfume.

"ding dong!"

"Yay! Kook is here! " i thought in my mind

I heard my mom open the door as i walk down the stairs.

"hello aunty how have you been?" jungkook bowed politely, talking to my mom.

"im fine dear what about you? When did you return" my mom said giving him a glass of water as he sits on the couch.

They probably didn't see me. Well something was off, both of them acted like they knew eachother for years.

"okay that's weird" i thought.

"heyyy kook!!"
"y/nnie" we both smiled at eachother.

And sat down.

"so....jungkook is your boyfriend i see" mom said teasing us a bit.
"aish mom..u already know..why r u asking" i said being shy.

Jungkook immediately held my hand and....."yes aunty i am her boyfriend and i promise i will protect her at any cost"

"i hope both of you stay happy and be successful in life" my mom said with a satisfied smile.

I was really happy..felt like my mom just approved for our marriage..
Hihi

Me and jungkook talked and laughed, discussed about our dance competition when mom called us for dinner.

"hey! Dinner is ready go wash your hands!"

"okayy mom" i responded

We were sitting on the table while mom served jungkook the food..."look i made your favourite pork belly, eat it and tell me how it's made" she said

"aunty it is awesome!! Yummy! Like always!" jungkook exclaimed after taking a bite.

Okay now i just needed to ask...

"uhm..don't mind me but..seems like you both already know eachother..how's that??
I mean mom i only met jungkook a few months ago..so..how come you know him?"

I see a sad smile form of kook's lips as he puts his head down.

"we will talk about this later shall we hun, let's eat now" mom said...

I agreed but...i couldn't stop thinking about the "weird deja vus" that kept happening

I was starting to get glitches of memory back...but memory of what?!

God i am going crazy I NEED ANSWERS!!!

That pain shot up my head, and it felt like someone smashed my head against the floor..as i collapsed on the ground and everything went black.

Author's POV

"OMG Y/N!!"
Jungkook and mom quickly pick me up and went to my bedroom to lie me down on the bed.

"should i call the ambulance aunty!?" jungkook asked worriedly...almost tearing up.

"wait..." mom brought the medicine and water..to give you

"don't panic son, she should be fine...moreover its been years, she has recovered well...now all that's left..to recover is..

Her memory.."

She said

"but aunty..the doctor had said..it is extremely risky..i cannot lose y/n again"..jungkook said holding your hand in his.

Y/N's POV

I can hear mom and kook talking but i am having difficulty in responding...

"i cannot lose y/n again...she doesn't remember but i do..."
What is jungkook talking about?
What don't I remember?

I opened my eyes slowly...

"mom? Jungkook?..." i blinked my eyes to adjust to the light.

Both of them attacked me with hugs.

"are you feeling okay hun?"
"yes mom...."

"kook can you stay with me for a while..?" i asked

"yes y/n...
We..need to talk..baby"




(HEY GUYS!!!! THE CLIMAX IS VERYYYY NEAR!!!
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