Only when your with me

Meant for holding eachother

"Hey, I'm Emmy!" She said in a cheerful way whilst shaking my hand, her hands were soft and warm, our hands fitted perfectly together like they were meant for holding each other. I smiled "uhhh, Emily?" I awkwardly squeaked, "yeah Emily." She started to giggle as she talked, " yeah, nice to meet you, wanna grab lunch?" "Uhhh yeah sure!" 'Maybe that's too enthusiastic' I thought. As she still clutched my hand she started to walk as if I was meant to keep her hand clinging to mine. She didn't seem to rush as she talked about where she was from and who exactly she was,(I would've paid attention but, that's effort.) "hello?" Whilst squeezing my hand tighter. I felt like I was being shocked back alive " YEAH!" I shouted by accident, my face turned red as everyone around me went silent and turned to look at me. Emmy kept walking and talking like nothing happened "..anyways I was..." I zone out again, whoops 😬. Even though I wasn't listening to her I was thinking about her, the most beautiful smile she give you when you say 'hi' or wave at her or how much I want to say that she beautiful but I don't want to sound alarming. I feel her hand release mine, I turn in confusion "you okay?" I asked quietly, I look to where Emmy was staring, at her ex best friends. "I'm fine" she darted after we past them "I just didn't want to hold your hand." Her voice change from kinda bitchy to disgust to herself, I'm not sure why either.
We make to the lunch hall and manage to fine to seats facing each other, I had brought a packed lunch and Emmy went to get food, to my surprise she wasn't as talkative at lunch, she said a few words but that was it, maybe she wanted me to talk. 'Uhhhhhh, what to talk about, quick, quick,' "what's your favourite food?" I questioned sounding a bit desperate. "I like pasta, but I also like fruit," she answered. We continued to talk for the rest of the lunch, about what are we going to do with our lives and how we are feeling.

"RING." The bell has gone for 5th period and just as Emmy and I were about to leave she says "since it's Friday, why don't you stay at mine?" "Sure. I have to ask my mum though," I replied as I took the piece of folded paper she handed me.