Living my life (Dakota's story)

Drink it away

Dakota's POV

They were all looking at me waiting for me to speak. 

"That was...." I took a deep breath in attempt to swallow the tears I had coming. "That was my ex." I whispered softly. Ashley this time walked up to me and kneeled down. 

"Honey, you don't have to tell us what happened. He's not worth your tears, and if he made you cry then guess what. We will make him cry harder." He said and smiled slightly while looking me in the eyes. I leaned forward and gave him a hug. "Thank you." I whispered softly and felt happy tears coming from my eyes. I looked arcoss the room and all of them had soft caring faces. I saw Andy stand up, he looked pissed off about something. When he came over I didn't expect him to say this.

"Angel, we need your premission to call the cops on your ex and then your father." He said sadly. He brushed some of my hair back so he could look me in the eye. They searched my face for a moment. He smiled slightly when I parted my lips to answer. 

"You have my premission, the problem is my scars... most of the worst ones are faded." I whispered. Sammi cut in. "Baby doll, you dont have to but if you want can I see your scars." She said quietly. There was an awkward silence.  Usually I had my brick wall up but today was different. They cared, they understood, they would help. I nodded and walked back to the bathroom. When I walked in the bathroom she shut the door. I proceded to lift my shirt and her eyes went wide. She looked pissed off. 

Andy's POV

"Well tomorrow we have to stop at the police station." I said to the guys. Jinxx cleared his throat. 

"On the way to Utah?" He asked. "We don't even know where she lives.."

CC looked at me and I looked at him. "We'll have Sammi ask her, she seems more comfortable with Sammi. Oh and where is Ella?" I asked Jake. He looked at the ground. "Well she's kinda home alone." 

I nodded then CC jumped in. "How about we ask for a description of the man, ask them to put it on the news and then....." He trailed off and all of us looked dumbfounded. 

"Where the hell did that come from Christian?" Jake asked. 

"Um... common sense while you guys were over thinking everything." He said with a duh tone. I walked over to him and slapped the back of his head. 

"Now is not the time to be a smartass." I growled. He nodded and walked back to the bedrooms. 

Dakota's POV 

"Dakota honey! You let him do this  to you." She asked touching a long nasty scar that cascaded down my back.  "How did you get it?" She asked softly.

"He took the fireplace poker thing and stuck it in the fire and then "Branded" me with it. He said it was for good purposes yet he blames me for everything." I said painfully. 

She nodded and spun me around so she was looking on her. She looked at my stomach and found stiching wounds. She looked at me confused.  "He told me I was a whore and attempted to kill me." I whispered using He as my ex. She sighed and hugged me. "How bad are the cuts." She whispered looking at my arm. Scratches and scars covers my arm. I looked away, feeling myself staring to hypervenulate. I started crying uncontrollably. I sat down next to the tub and cried my eyes out. 

Sammi sat next to me and rubbed my back. "Baby girl, thank you for showing me. When we tell the police they are going to want to see those scars." 

I nodded and chocked back a cry. Andy came bursting through the door. He looked at me, a certain look I've never seen in anyones eyes was there. He couched by me and pulled me to his chest. I cried there for 10 minutes while everyone stood there watching. I clutched his arms, having a panick attack. 

"He's.... gonna.... find.... me.." I said through gasps. 

"Calm down, he won't we'll make sure he won't." He whispered to me. When I looked up he was looking down at me. He kissed my hair and stroked it. He was trying calming both of us down. Andy was truely an amazing man. I looked at floor  to see that everyone had gathered around us. Ash had a sorry and pained look on his face. "Don't feel sorry for me guys, I'm just your typical fan." I whispered. 

Andy shook his head. "You're more than a fan now, your part of our family." He said with a smile. I nodded not wanting to fight, I felt drained. 

"Anyone have something strong to drink?" I asked. Ashley looked at Andy and he shook his head. 

"I do." He whispered and took out a flask from his pocket. I looked at him thankfully and took it. I took a drink and swallowed loving the burn in my throat. 

Andy smiled sadly as did Jinxx. He was sitting next to his wife, I made her cry. I crawled over to her and held her. 

"Don't cry for me, I have enough tears for myself. Worry about you. You have a wonderful man in your life. You have more than me be thankful your not in a shithole." I laughed slightly. My phone buzzed and Carolyn started playing. I looked at who it us. I sighed and ignored the call. 

Ashley looked at me for an anwer. "Someone.." I whispered and looked down at the ground. I picked up Sammi and took out to the 'Living' room and sat her down. They guys followed I grabbed the Jack Daniels and set it down in the table. "Drink from the bottle?" I asked they all nodded. I looked at Sammi. "Get out the Coke though, incase you know." She said and mimicked throwing up. I nodded and grabbed a 2-liter. I sat it down and leaned back. 

A few hours later it was just me, Andy, and Sammi. I looked at them. "Shot time?" I asked with a smirk. Andy nodded I went to get three shot glasses. I came back and sat them down and filled them up. "One.... Two.... Three." I said did the shot. I shook my hands, the world  was spinning. Next thing I knew Sammi was out. I smirked. Andy sat next to me and we stared at the ceiling drunk of our asses. "Mr. Biersack." I smiled.

"Miss Andrews." He said back. He took my hand and I laughed. 

"Ceilings are wonderful. They are the best places to think." I commented while staring up at one. I fellt him laugh and I looked at him. "What?" I asked

"Nothing, your beauitful." He said kissed my hand. I shook my head. "Nope." I whispered and snuggled up next to him. He nodded and thats all I remember. I passed out from the whiskey. 

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Okay so my other book sucks or Wattpad is being a bitch either way! 

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