WICKED GAMES

7

So it been two days since what happened

And I haven't left the house. August been calking me asking me if I wanted to hang out with him, but I'm scared he's going to bring Jamal with him if I do go hang out with him. I still don't know if I should tell someone or just let him walk around here like nothing ever happened. The way I feel is unexplainable. I feel so nasty, dirty, I feel ashamed of myself. I know it's not my fault but then again I do feel like it is. I just feel like I let it happen. Why would I open the door for a dude that I barley even talk to. I wish I could go back in time and not have opened the door. Instead off crying my eyes out for some more days I called tamica and asked her if she could come over. I needed some one I can talk to, to make me happy again.

Right know I was in my bathroom getting ready to get in the shower. I stripped from my clothes and got in I washed my body and my hair and got out. I walked into my room and dryed off. I put on my panties and bra and went to my closet to see what I can put on for today. I decided on some high wasited pants that had cuts in them and a black and white T-shirt that had biggy smalls on it. I put on my white high top air force one's and put my hair in a bun and tied a black bandana around my head and put on my hoop earrings. I looked in the mirror and seen i had bags under my eyes and they were all puffy and i had tear stains. I washed my face and started on my make-up. I put on some eye liner and some mascara and a little bit of clear lip gloss. And went down stairs to wait on tamica.after five minutes I heard a knock on my door. I got up and looked out the peephole and saw here standing on the porch. I opened the door and let her in. She walked in and went in the living room and sat on the couch. I closed the door and went in the living room with her.

"So what been going on with you?"she asked as I sat down on the couch.

"Um I have something to tell you but please don't freak out" I said not really making eye contact with her.

"Is something wrong, what happened?"

"So a few nights ago I came home from class and got in the shower. After I had got dressed I decided to go downstairs to the kitchen to get me a snack. On my way to the kitchen there was a knock at the door. I opened it to see, see Jamal." At this point I was crying. But I decided to continue." I asked him what was he doing at my house and he just walked in, he closed a locked the door. I asked him who told him he could just walk into my house. He didn't answer he just pushed me up against the wall. Long story short he, he"

"Nani what did he do?"

"He RAPED me, tamica. He raped me!!!"I said crying even more tears.

"Oh my gosh" she said as she pulled me into a hug, as I cried on her shoulder.after ten minutes of her calming me down she asked me a question.

"Did you tell anyone besides me, and did you go to the police?"

"No"

"No what?"

"No, you're the only one I told and I haven't went to the police"

"Well come on were going to the police station"

"What are the police going to do?"

"There going to lock that mother'fucker up"

"I think that's a bad idea"

"And how come?"

"Because he said if I told anyone he would come and rape me again and then kill me"

"Nani, he's not going to do anything if he's if jail"

"I know but"

"No but's, where going to the police station" she said grabbing my hand and leading me out side.

I locked the door and followed her to her car. She pulled out the driveway and drove to the police station.

|3 hours later|

After we left the police station, Tamica asked me if I wanted something to eat. I nodded my head yes and looked out the window. 15 minutes later she pulled up to a McDonald's.

"Welcome to McDonald's what can I get you?" The worker said

"What do you want Nani" tamica asked me.

"Um I want a MC'chicken a small sprite"

"OK" she said and started to order

When we pulled up to my house we got out and went in the house. We went in the living room and turned on beyond the lights and ate. After a little bit we both fell asleep on the couch.

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