WICKED GAMES

6

"Take off those heels, lay on my bed

Whisper dirty secrets while I'm pulling on you're hair

Poison in ours veins, but we don't even care

Candles dripping on yo body baby this is truth or dare

Everybody wonders where we run off to

My body on yo body they be sticking like some glue

Naughty let's get naughty girl its only one or two

Fevers fucking running feel the heat between us two

I'm gone ride, I'm gone ride, I'm gone ride, I'm gone ride

On you baby, on you baby all night, all night

I'm gone take care of your body I'll be gentle don't you scream

Getting louder, make it softer, feel your chest on top of me

I'm gone ride, I'm gone ride, I'm gone ride, I'm gone ride"

I sang along as I was flat ironing my hair. When I was done with that I moved to my make-up I put on some eye liner,mascara and some lip gloss. I put me diamond earrings in and put on me necklace that said infinity. I had on some acid washed jeans with a navy blue sweater and my uggs. I did a once over in the mirror and grabbed my phone,keys and books and left for class. When I got there I took out everything I needed and waited till the teacher came in.

|after class|

As I was walking to my car when my phone started to ring.

"Hello"

"Hi Nani I haven't talked to you in a while"

"Yeah I been caught up in school and stuff, how's college back in New York?"I asked starting my car and driving off.

"Oh its been good, you know everyone misses you and trey, how is trey by the way"

"I really don't know I haven't talked to him in a while"

"Oh if you talk to him tell him we miss him back in New york"

"OK will do, I'll call you later jasmine"

"OK bye"

"Bye" I said hanging up.

Once I was off the phone with her I dialed trey's number and waited for him to pick up.

"Whad up" he said

"Hey nigga you been MIA"

"Nah you been MIA"

"Whatever, I just got off the phone with Jasmine and she said she misses you"

"I bet every one misses me back in new York"

"So full of yourself, anyway where you at?"

"In my dorm room, but where you fine ass friend, tamica at?"

"I don't even know, everyone's been MIA lately"

"Oh well when you see her tell her fine ass to hit me up"

"Ok,I guess, bye call you later or something"

"Alright"

And he hung up. I pulled into my driveway and got out i walked up to my porch and unlocked my door. I throw my books on the couch and walked up stairs to start my shower. I stripped from my clothes and let the warm water hit my body. After about five minutes of just standing there I decided to start washing my body. I grabbed my tangerine body wash and washed my my body. When I was done I rinsed and got out. I throw on some underwear and a bra and a over sized T-shirt and some high socks. As I was walking down the steps I heard a knock at my door. I went up to the door and looked in the peephole to see Jamal standing on my porch. I opened the door to see what he wanted.

"Jamal what are you doing here?"

He didn't even answer my question he just walked in and shut and lock the door behind him.

"Who told you, you could walk all up in my house?"

Right after I got done saying that he pushed me up against the wall and started to rub all over my body. I tried punching and kicking him but that just made him madder. He throw me over his shoulder and carried me to the couch. I kicked him in his balls. And made a run for it. I raned up stairs to my room. I closed and locked the door and started looking for my phone. I started to getting frustrated cause I couldn't find it. Then I remember I left it in the car so it could charge because my other charger broke. He busted the door down and came up to me and punched my in me face and throw me on the bed. He got on top of me and pulled out a little pocket knife he had in his back pocket and put it up to my neck.

"If you scream I swear to god I will cut your throat" he said pushing the knife down a little on my neck.

He cut my shirt and bra with the knife and ripped my underwear off, so now I was completely naked. He throw his shirt off and slipped his pants off and rammed in side off me making me scream in pain. He put one off his hands around my neck while his other hand slid into my left hand. The faster he went the tighter his hand got around my neck. each time he slammed into me I fealt like I was going to throw up. I tried to get from under him but he just slapped me causing more tears to come out of my eyes. He slapped me and started to kiss me roughly. By now I know I was bleeding. My whole body hurt. I fealt like I didn't have any in sides. He flipped me over and started to penetrate my back side. After a few more hours I felt his member throbbing he pulled out of me and came all on my back. When he was done he got off my bed and put his clothes back on and came to the side of the bed I was on and grabbed me by my hair a said

"If you ever tell anybody what happed I will come back rape you again then kill you" and with that he walked out.

I tried to get up but I fell back to the ground. I crawled my way to the bathroom and started the shower. I got in and put my head under the burning water and tried to scrub the memory away. Once I was done I got out and put some pajamas on and went down stairs to lock the door then went back to my bed room and cried my eyes out. I hopped in bed and cried in to my pillow. I can't believe he took what I was trying to keep for the one I love. The one I wanted to marry. The one I wanted to have kids with. He took my virginanity. I would of never thought i would get raped by a guy i only knew for less than two months. I dont know if i should tell someone or go to the police But if i let him walk around here I would still have to see him because he hangs out with august and I don't want him hurting someone else. I got under my covers and cried myself to sleep thinking of what I should do.