I thought loving you only was enough
I thought, I'm happy and no worries
I thought it's going to be a road to forever
I thought everything was perfectly fine
But it was not
Loving you is not easy, but I know I can surpass the struggle
Accepting you is easy, but not the whole of it
Forgetting and forgiving is overflowing because I know you'll be there to guide me
Showing how happy I am and knowing that you is the reason behind it is fulfilling
But today, I realize it's getting more painful
But I know, I am with you, i am in it
Happy with you and angry with it
Sad with you but struggling to get out in it
I know it's hard and it's going to be that hard
I will throw it away
