Dirty Little Liars

Meds

Hanna POV

"I knew who I was after Alison's death. I knew I was the fat kid that everyone hated. I ate my feelings especially since my mom and my dad got a divorce. I felt like they got a divorce cause of me. I made everything difficult for them. But it turns out that I wasn't the problem. They were. All these years I've blamed myself for everything, but I was never the problem." I told Ms. Harber the therapist at Radley.

"But you continued to drink after that?" she asked confused.

"I don't know." I said

"You do know Hanna you're gonna have to talk about it sometime. If you hold everything inside, you're going to explode."

"I just.. I just don't want to relive the worse that's happened." I said looking down at the newly polished floors.

"Hanna trust me your secret will be safe."

"Would it really be safe. Honestly nothing is safe in this town especially when A-"

"Who's A Hanna?"

"I don't know what you're talking about?" I lied.

"Do you not feel comfortable telling me this?"

"I don't feel comfortable telling anybody anything anymore." I lied.

"Who is A?"

"Okay A is a person I use to be. A was created for revenge. A was a game that was only meant for me, but someone stole the game from me. Who is that? I don't know. A broke me down to dust. I don't want to be apart of this game anymore." I confessed.

"What has A done?"

"If I told you that I'd be in jail."

"You can trust me."

"How can I?" I asked suspiciously.

"Well I'm Aria's cousin to start things off. They told me everything." she confessed.

"How do I know you're telling the truth?" I asked.

"Cause otherwise I would've told the police about A by now."

"I guess."

"Do you know Jason?"

"Yes I dated him when Ali was alive he kinda helped me plan for this A game."

"And?"

"I'm sorry I'm telling you too much." I said getting up from the table.

"Hanna but we aren't done."