Dead to me (Kinda angst)

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sorry its been a long time since I've uploaded ive had a lot of thing going on A LI LE CRAZY so here's a short chapter. Its not the whole song but I have a bunch of fic ideas to do.

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Georges pov

(My condolences)

"This is your fault, Clay" I wipe the blood off my face.

 (I'll shed a tear with your family)

"Gosh, you're heavy." I drag his body to the bathroom setting it up, putting the knife in his hand aiming it towards his wrists, "Perfect."

(I'll open a bottle up, pour a little bit out in your memory)

I go to the kitchen and grab myself a well-deserved glass of wine. I have plenty of time to waste before I call the ambulance.

(I'll be at the wake dressed in all black)

"Tell me you love me, Clay!" I cry,

(I'll call out your name but you won't call back)

"I'm sorry George! I don't love you." Tears flow down my face, "Fuck you!~"

(I'll hand a flower to your mother when I say goodbye)

I walk back to his body, "You should have loved me." I say to him finishing off my drink and grabbing my phone.

(Cause baby you're dead to me)

"This is your fault."

(I need to kill you)

I dial 911

(That's the only way to get you outta my head)

"Please he's dead! His wrists he-!" I let out a fake sob

(Oh I need to kill you, to silence all the sweet little things you said)

"Ok calm down we have an ambulance coming right away." I hang up looking at his dead body, 

"This was your fault."

(I really wanna kill you)

"Fuck you, Clay! You could have just lied! I wouldn't have killed you!"

(Wipe you off the face of my earth)

I start feeling real tears run down my face. Why am I crying?

(And bury your bracelet, bury your bracelet, six feet under the dirt)

I hear a knock at the door. I run downstairs and open the door, "Please help him!" I cry out pointing to the stairs. I think I'm pretty convincing.

(Rainy days and black umbrellers)

The parametics run up the stairs. Cheking his heart rate and pulse.

(Who's gonna save you now)

"He's dead." The paramedic says. A small smile creaps up my face.

(Can you cheat from under ground)

Yes.

(My condolences, I'll shed a tear with your family)

"No! He can't be!" I let my fake tears gush out of my eyes as I create a scene. Pushing the parametic out of the way causing them to grab my arm, pushing me out of the way, "He can't!"


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(I'll open a bottle up, pour a little bit out in your memory)

I stayed by his casket after everyone left, drinking some of the wine his mother gave me.

(I'll be at the wake dressed in all black)

Why did I do this. 

(I'll call out your name but you won't call back)

"Why did you do this Clay!" I scream, feeling tears trickle down my face. He did nothing

(I'll hand a flower to your mother when I say goodbye)

"Why didn't you love me?" I barely choked out, hugging myself and feeling sobs over take my body.

(Cause baby you're dead to me)

"This is your fault." 

(I'll morn you when you go)

He did nothing.

(Baby you're dead to me) 

"You don't love me." I whispered, curling into a ball. 

(I'll morn you when you go)

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